My life isn't going all that great, I work at pizza hut as a cook and bank about 500 a paycheque or so, been trying to save up to move out but hasn't been working out as good as I thought it would. I generally get along with my cooworkers but only really talk a lot to a handfull of them, and a lot of them are lazy as fuck and really piss me off to the point of bitching to the extreme at times.
My family life for all members has been going downhill slowly for some time now, basically only me and my sister get along, and we're the ones wanting to move out. There's a lot of personal shit going on with my mom, but I won't elaborate, basically shes a money-hungry drug addicted fiend. And that's something to say, on mothers day. No respect for the holiday at this point.
Me myself, have been doing way too many drugs, Cocaine especially, Oxys, any kind of pills really and I've taken drinking to a whole other level. I've been trying to improve myself and tell myself that it's the people I hang around with, but at the end of the night I'm usually the one calling up a bunch of number looking for that fix. I often drink alone these days after a casually day of work and more recently have been doing cocaine just by myself for that final high after a night of drinking.
I'm stressed, depressed, and trying to help myself. I believe I can, I just feel mentally weak at this point. Don't bother giving advice, this is pretty much my battle.