• CAFFEINEAHOLIC
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Not sure if this is the kind of thing you're looking for, but I sometimes fall asleep with one of my arms under my head or some other part of my body, cutting off circulation. When I wake up, my arm is completely numb and I can't feel it at all. At first, I usually panic and go "where the fuck is my arm" and once I realize it's still there, I move it around with my other arm since it can't move on it's own. It becomes very limp and I feel like a part of my body is dead. Pretty cool feeling.

I LOVE IT when that happens.

It feels so weird swinging your right arm in the sky with your left arm as if isn't your arm at all -- it feels like you're holding a corpse's arm wtf. I've eventried and purposely slept in such poses that I'd intentionally cut off circulation to my arms and i'd then wake up in the middle of the night - jump off my bed and actually feel arm-less for a few moments. My arms then feel like they're clinging onto me like partially cut-off joints -- it feels FUCKED UP for sure, but oh so interesting.

I'm not fully aware if this might actually be damaging to any nerves or muscle tissue in my arms, which would sound very logical as oxygen supply gets blocked to them though. I also suffer from low blood tension, meaning my blood circulation is simply a lot easier to obstruct than for example someone's with a high blood tension.
  • CAFFEINEAHOLIC
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People who know me know that I'm an insomniac.
But I can sleep through everything when I do manage to hit the bed.
I've joked that if there is the End of the World or something someone had better wake me up, or else I will miss it.

When I am upset, though, my sound sleeping goes right out the window.
I don't consider this unusual. I expect that everyone must have once had a bad night's tossing and turning like I do sometimes.

However, one peculiarity of my interesting nights is one that I haven't heard people admit to -- panic attacks.

When I am emotionally upset and go to sleep, I will sometimes wake up in the middle of the night in an absolute panic.
Usually, this is either due to a (false) sense that I am late for school, overslept, etc..or if I dream about someone that makes me feel uncomfortable.

One time, in Turkey, I managed to wake up -- SUDDENLY, grab my clothes and make it into the bathroom to turn the water on before I realized it was 3 am.

One night, I woke up in a false panic that I didn't know what time it was and that my clock was wrong.
I looked on my arm for my watch and got upset that it wasn't there even though I broke the band some time before and haven't yet replaced it.

These sorts of nocturnal things are just-- Fucking odd.
  • CAFFEINEAHOLIC
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I don't really style my hair. I just spray some shit, wiggle it around and that's it.
It doesn't get called  "wild" for no reason.   :mellow:

The truth is, my hair style is so whack I've yet to hear a single god damn positive comment about it,
except for that it's higher than someone's body length..or something.. like that


Ze ugly,

Don't mind the lame editing done on it, and that it's a bit cropped from above.

PS. I don't wear any earrings even though that little bit of hair behind my left ear makes it kinda seem like I do? (by a quick initial view?)