really dude why are you on the internet posting articles about it and changing your member title and stuff? you should go GRIEVE or spend time with your family or something that doesn't involve chatting with random internet people about it. i don't know, i guess you can do whatever you want, but if my brother died i feel like the last thing i would want to do is get on the internet and chat about it with strangers. you should take some time for yourself.it is pretty weird to see you post this because didn't you argue a while back that the ties you make with people over them interwebs can be as real and valuable as in real life? As dubious as it sounds I'm probably attached enough to GW to come here for feedback at a time of crisis myself.
sorry if I confused you with someone else here and spammed this thread with factually incorrect regurgitation tho!
and for what it's worth, you have my condolences as well elighja. hope it helps.