Hey guys. It's been a really long time. I just have a quick favor to ask of you.

I carry Amark Patra's book, Breaking The System, with me in my backpack almost wherever I go. I didn't know Steel very well when he was here. I think I was too much of a kid back them. I miss him a lot.

Recently I have been wanting to revisit the message he left the world with, and the advice that went along with it. I'm sure many of you were as touched as I was when reading it. I only have a small segment of it, which I have saved in my online journal, so to speak.

"As for me; I'm not ready to die. I don't want to. I'll go into this surgery prepared to survive. I'll fight cancer with every last bit of strength I've got. You can shoot me and I'll keep going. But if I do, do not mourn me. I have had a decent life so far. I'm only 22 and I've already gotten so high I've felt the rhythm of the universe around me. I've gotten so drunk in a parking lot that I started singing for no reason. I've known pain, both emotional and physical, that most people don't know till much further in life. I've fallen in love and had my heart broken. I've seen the inside of a jail cell. I beat someone up once to protect a friend, even though I was outnumbered and about five years old. I have done both great and awful things in my life. I have cried tears for dead people I never knew, and I have broken doors in rage over people I cannot save. I have lived a life. I hope I get to keep on living. I hope I can fall in love again and this time make it work. I hope I can adopt a child. I hope I can see my friends get married. I hope I can make an album. I hope I can learn to write, and write well. I hope I can save an innocent man from dying. I hope I can live.But if I don't, your life still goes on. There are innocent men who will still die if no one saves them. There are weddings and parties to attend that will be missing one guest. There's a beautiful girl reading a book somewhere or about to go to sleep who might suddenly shiver, and not understand why. There are still children who need families. Never stay content unless you've earned it. You have no greater purpose in life than to help others, no matter how small an effort you can exert.And don't forget I love you."Love you all. Hope you guys are doing well.

-JOJOFACE

This link still works:
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=UTFTSMFG

dude, segnin, you are the man. seriously. i've been browsing around for RM2k Survivor: NYSE [demo ][/demo] for a while now (no luck ) and everywhere I see you linking people to games. that is awesome. keep doing this.

America rules. If you ever find yourself near Denver, lemme know. Hope you have a great trip, dude.

this is the best topic. i am going to go find some of my childhood drawings.

doing this because of the logo.

saw black swan again. man. what a magnificent, beautiful, and human movie. love it.

i watched a couple movies recently.

s&man. interesting, often disturbing movie. really clever, actually. it's a documentary of the underground horror movie making industry that actually works in a storyline alongside. hard to review this movie. it's well done, but really creepy and, again, disturbing.

the orphanage. the one from spain. really, really well done. it bills itself as a horror movie, but that's not really true. it's more of a mystery/drama, i suppose. pretty great little film.

true grit. i really loved this. i have to admit, though i am a huge, enormous fan of john wayne, i somehow had never seen this movie (or i did, and i was just too little to remember). but the coens once again totally nail it. it's really awesome, funny, and at times a true homage to westerns. great atmosphere.

black swan. i did not know this was aronofsky going into the movie, but by about halfway i had guessed it. beautiful and creative movie. really dark, psychosexual story that reminds me of certain parts of the french lieutenants woman (heavy theme of sexual repression). go watch this. requiem and pi did certain things better, but black swan is magnificent in its own way.

tron. i hated everything about this movie. really, really awful.

lol, just seen the photos from my work's xmas party (which i didnt go to). It's a bunch of embarassed looking white people in shirts trying to hard to smile.

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xbox360 is JOJOFACE

steam is JOJOFACE


also, i got 2 stars in every grand prix in mario kart for the wii the other day. OH YEAH

I made some maps for an RM2k3 Azulea prequel. Working with Nessiah on this one, hope to get a demo out in January.

really love the colors, but the tiling looks really awkward at the bottom of the screen, the top of the ceiling (not sure how to explain that). Looks really, really bad actually. Fix that up, and that would be a really nice looking screenshot.

awesome. thank you.

dude, i would love [email protected] man. thanks, you rule.

dada linked me to this. just a little something to brighten up your day.

dude, this is insane. first thought was viral marketing, but look at how many followers this guy has. my other thought was somebody is just messing around, but hey, it's interesting enough, i'll follow this story. either way, it's insane.

uh.... best albums of 2010...

1994! - fckyrhed

my brother finally uploaded his little short film that i did the music for. watch it, and let me know your thoughts on it and the music. thx guys
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hVZJbIScmo

i've been doing terrible. i have a good team though. what gives?

oh my gosh nazi zombies this has never been done before in a game

uh, not with this kind of execution, no.

I want it so bad but I cannot justify £40 for six hours of singleplayer and a multiplayer I will never touch.

no, you justify the £40 for the Nazi Zombies itself.

so i had a dream last night where i was in california and i was playing this laser tag game that took place in a series of rooms that were kind of like a maze but were pretty linear really.  the basic concept was that you had to move from room to room to get to the end but at the same time every player had someone with them who was hired to play an old lady.  she is in a wheelchair and you have to take her with you and can't leave a room without her.  you can get her out of the wheelchair but she will only walk if you're helping her (but she can stand in one spot by herself).  so if you came to a room with stairs you'd have to help her up the stairs but then go back down to get her wheelchair because she cannot leave rooms without it.  you more or less were trying to get out without you or the old lady losing all your health and everyone was trying to shoot each other and the other people's old ladies.  the rooms had different obstacles like stairs or shots randomly fired from the walls or stuff.  the reason i am saying all of this is that i really wish i knew how to mod some sort of FPS to make this a game.  it would be like if ico and an fps had a baby.

yes. grandma Portal/Ico, haha. dude. that's a brilliant idea in and of itself.

so my brother, ether (landon), whom i think at least two of you might remember told me this dream he had, and it's genius. a month or so ago he had a dream that he made this game that made millions of dollars. the idea of the game was pretty morbid. you have this grandma that is very old and she is worth a lot of money and you are the primary benefactor of her will. the idea of the game is to do as much "damage" to your grandma without killing her, so that she dies and you get the money and you aren't prosecuted.

someone needs to do this.