I know exactly what psychopath means. I was joking. I apologize if it was a little bit too mean. I never considered Aspergers, but now that it's brought up, it's probably exactly the case.

thanks for that mog, none of us had a clue!

No, I was just saying that in relevance to the people who think he is a joke account. Considering he's been pulling this act in almost every RM community for years over and over (and has shown his picture and personal information a few times), this guy is less of a joke account and more of a literal psychopath!

(I am just reminded of when there was that arguement about rm2k'ers basing their stories solely on like dragonball and shit, and MOG posted asking like 'what, do you expect us all to read 1984?' as if... it's some kind of bad thing, or even anything tricky to read..)

1984 is not heavy reading, and it's not a bad thing either, but it shouldn't necessarily be an expectation, you know? The bar and standard of quality should always be set a little higher, I can agree to that.

You guys know this is Silver4Donuts, right? You all remember him?

Wow, this is absolutely awful. I haven't been here in forever, but I heard the news a little while ago, and I don't know what to say. I remember when Steel first announced he had cancer, and while I didn't totally get along with him and how he did things, I honestly respected his conviction and intelligence, and for a while I followed his battle and wished him well. Every now and then I'd check around and see how he was doing, but I never expected this. It's not my place to say, really, but as much as it sucks...people die. Life isn't fair, and everyone dies, either now or later, before or after their potential is realized. The only thing to do is to honor his memory, and if you're a praying person, pray for his family and friends. Rest in peace, Steel.

mog is probably one of the biggest losers to ever roll through gw. constantly needing attention/respect from internet entities because he has no friends in real life. like, he is really a sad dude.

you're so awful, dude.

mog: "welp i am banned from every site on the internet, better try gw again"

I don't even remember what happened with you for you to hold whatever grudge you have against me. Like I said before, I'm not out to change anyone's opinions, but everything DID happen a long time ago. Time elapses and things change. While I'm not expecting any niceties, no need for insults either, especially over years old events.

Man, let it go, dude.

Well, I'm not out to try to change anyone's perception of me based on shit I did a long time ago, which, quite frankly, gives everyone the right to have whatever negative impression they probably have of me. Like I said before, I was pretty retarded back in the day, and going "I'M A CHANGED MAN" repeatedly isn't going to convince anyone. Actions louder than words, etc.

However, I am pretty pissed that someone who I don't know would attempt to not only make a useless (if not entertaining to some of you, I'm sure), and drama inciting topic speaking on my behalf, saying things I never said. I PMed the guy hoping to get an explanation, which I'm not counting on, but if nothing else, I hope this all blows over or something.

Drule deleted the ban list so you could just use your old account

As you can see, I took you up on that heads up. Thank you.

Yeah, this whole thing is really bizarre. 

MOG hi i wasnt here when all this shit went down but I heard you got kicked out of RMN as well. hows that goin for ya?

Hey.

No, I'm still an active member of RMN and I generally get along with everyone there.

Can you actually drop dead from Malaria if you don't take the pills?

I don't frequent all of them, but I think I'm active on almost ten forums in all. It really happened over time! It's really great because a lot of different communities have a lot of different personalities and discussion to offer. Every place has its charm.

I saw that before, does anyone know if they'll kill the Raiders if he's released, saving a lot of ammo in both killing the Raiders AND the Behemoth. Also if the raiders DO kill him, does it still count towards the achievement for killing all the Behemoths?

The Behemoth kills the shit out of all the Raiders and there's not a damn thing any of them can do about it. Fun to watch from that cliff.

77 days, 9 hours and 22 minutes

Surprising.

I'm pretty satisfied with my Skullcandys. I mean, I've never bought any expensive headphones, and yes, I know they do sound nice, but if I had to vote what sounded the best for the moneys worth, I'd say Skullcandy.

I thought I already clarified that, but I'm sorry to hear that. However you seem like a pretty interesting guy. Before I didn't 'get' you but over time you're pretty interesting.

That's pretty awesome, dude.

There is nothing wrong with liking yourself mog but I can tell by the way you talk about yourself that you are actually not a cool guy, I don't know any popular or 'cool' people that make rpg games who have to tell people that they are awesome. Any that aren't dickheads at least OOOPS I WENT THERE

Ok since I've already pretty much spilled the beans on myself let me 'SAVE FACE LOL' and really be honest about myself here.

When I was little, I was really, really shy and introverted. I was skinny, quiet, unconfident, and wasn't sure of myself. All I really did was sit around and play videogames. It was when I was about eleven or twelve my best friend at the time (and still to this day) noticed it after I was getting picked on and confided to me "Hey, you gotta get more confident! People are going to just pick on you if you have low self esteem! I'm your friend so if I believe in you, you should too." I don't know, I think that's when I really began to take a look at myself and how underconfident I really was. This was when I was about 12 mind you, and it took a LONG while, all throughout middle school (where I was known as a pretty alright guy to be around but really quiet and kinda weird) and about the first half of high school. This took like, 5 or so years for me to slowly build up my confidence through being more outgoing, establishing friendships and relationships, and even working out and whatnot.

I'd say it wasn't until my senior year in high school where it all really petered out and I could safely say I was 'confident'. I was dating, had a healthy self image, and I had a good amount of friends. Right now, I'm a junior in college, and my confidence only really grew. I wasn't lying when I said I have a good amount of friends and I have little trouble making new ones or talking to people. I don't have much trouble with girls and the social scene has always pretty much welcomed me. I mean there's only really so many ways to STATE THAT honestly about yourself without seeming like a douche. I still have insecurities and I still have a ways to go to TRUE SELF ASSURANCE but I dunno compared to the skinny, quiet kid that had no friends 8 years ago I've come pretty far and it's one of the things I'm most proud of!

Of course that doesn't excuse all of the stupid shit I've said but it covers about a good half of everything I've said for the past long while. On topic

Wow dude, this is just like me. I talk to myself ALL THE TIME. I hold really long conversations with myself at times and even pretend to be someone else, like a different personality, just to give a response. Like, my last girlfriend thought it was really weird and kind of scary but I do it a lot when I'm thinking about IDEAS and schoolwork and stuff.

You know what, I used to do this when I was little. I remember when I was younger my mom would work at night, and I didn't like being alone in the house by myself, so while I would play Playstation and such I used to talk to myself and have like these fictional conversations with myself out loud and whatnot for about hours on end. It was REALLY REALLY interesting some of the stuff that I'd come up with. As I got older and I got used to being by myself it petered off.

btw

while everything i've said to this point is true to a certain extent you guys know i've been fucking with you guys for like ever

http://www.gamingw.net/forums/index.php?topic=10227.msg1431803#msg1431803

I'm scared that confession is prolly going to get me banned or something but

thanks dawg

don't be, it's just pretty funny and as long as you're talking about how great you are IRL someone's gonna make a joke about it

I was kidding! I don't think it's a bad thing to think you're great, nor do I think it's too much to think of yourself as a great person. I dunno, I was raised to believe that EVERYONE should think that they're great and to think highly of themselves, while recognizing their faults and realizing that they're not better than anyone else at the same time. While I admit I can be overconfident, I don't think it's laughable to 'figuratively' put yourself on the mountaintop and say 'Hey, I'm a really neat person!'

I mean honestly from what I see online and off there's not ENOUGH people don't that. It seems that underconfidence, low self esteem, and selling yourself short with your head hung low is the norm nowadays.