i love all you guys so please stop doing bad things and don't die <3

http://blogs.alternet.org/oleoleolson/2010/08/05/massive-censorship-of-digg-uncovered/

wow

how much money did ron paul make off that I wonder

http://www.youtubedoubler.com/?video1=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DpfPC6bfiwzI%26feature%3Dplayer_embedded%23!&start1=&video2=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DHEz4i6v79Ew&start2=&authorName=DJ+St.+Hubert

I can't stop watching the tshe tshaw boys video. the original music is really good too, I wonder if it's by them or another artist.

I can't stop watching the tshe tshaw boys video. the original music is really good too, I wonder if it's by them or another artist.

this combo works a lot better sry

http://www.youtubedoubler.com/?video1=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DpfPC6bfiwzI&start1=&video2=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D_XZWspGh6Nc&start2=&authorName=DJ+St.+Hubert

I knew one of the Hangable Auto Bulb tracks sounded really similar though

features a cast member from juno (this is how i rank any films)

also i've never read it but scott pilgrim always sounded very lame to me, so a movie version sounds equally lame.  i really like edgar wright but he's not done anything lately that i've liked so :/

I want this so bad http://www.patchtogether.com/designs/chumbuddy-3308.html

Best UFC ever

prettymuch the only person I trust these days is a friend I have, who is addicted to coke and occasionally smokes heroin, yet she refuses to get me anything

let's talk about booze instead. Today was the first time i tried gin. It's nice.

I apologize for letting you down. I don't know what to say anymore and I don't think I can be of any assistance as much as I believe myself to be. I wish you'd stop, and I wish that life wasn't so hard on the coming generations... everyone keeps telling me I can't survive being so nice, it's a dog eat dog world. Why does it have to be like that? I truly feel hurt and sad that people I care for and people that truly suffer have to endure and go through so many trials. Today I watched my cousin lay in bed with a collapsed lung and no activities anywhere on his body. A machine keeps him alive right now, he use to always ride his bike with his walkie talkie and hat, he loved police shows. He was mentally slow, but he had the biggest heart and was so kind. The sun claimed him right now, he had a heat stroke and to me and my mom he's just gone. I have hope he will be better, even if he is in such a critical condition, but our natrual logic and guts have a terrible feeling that it is as bad as the nurse says... the nurse looked terrified when my mother asked for the truth, and she told us...it's not good.

I hate you guys do drugs, I am not a judge or one to judge, but I wish happiness would come to you guys without the need to suffer such madness. I have my own problems, but my problems come from my own lack of self awareness and I can over-look them and focus on the positives... please know, that although you have suffered, someone out there cares for you enough to have tears. I always watch in silence as the members of this place grow, and let it be known that your words do not fall deaf, someone out there cares, someone stops by nd reads at 1:36 A.M and thinks to themselves "I hope they will find the happiness they so willingly seek"

Live, and be strong

guess you kinda got it lucky, they've spent the past few months upping the dosage on my anti-depressents, only for it to make me more depressed/suicidal(conscidering this year alone i have had around six atempts, this is VERY RISKY!). After having a major breakdown two weeks ago, they're now reducing the dosage and i am after being dependent, getting worse than ever. So I overdose and make drug/drink cocktails also started smoking cigarettes, wish I'd took it up sooner.

the mental health department want me to self refer to "complex needs" which is like group therapy and shit, but you need to be self-motivated for that(or they won't take you on), and i've given up all hope now. So they're gunna put me on a different pep pill in a few weeks, meanwhile my arms have more marks on them than a metre ruler and i am getting off my face every night with booze and pills. Prettymuch freaking out my housemate whenever she sees me. I can now only wear longsleeved clothes in public.

The joys of being a manic depressive scitzophrenic, ain't life fun!

(also weed has like NO EFFECT on me)

But yeah, cool to see it's working out for you mkk, congrats and good luck!


UPDATE: just recieved a letter, i have appointment with psychiatrist in the local crazy house

hey man, keep your head up. i'm familiar with most of this, and it's really really hard. we all love you, though. root yourself in music. <3

I went to the bar on base tonight just to get some food and beer and WTF turns out Vanilla Ice is performing tonight (also turns out I really don't give a fuck about Vanilla Ice).  There are a shitload of civilians there all pumped to see Vanilla Ice, and I'm drinking some beers with some classmates outside.  But then I meet this fellow outside from another nuclear power school section.

I'm not an extremely outgoing person, but  this guy is extremely outgoing, and he's pretty much saying EVERYTHING I've ever thought for the past few years.  I don't want to say he has a radical point of view on things, but it's EXTREMELY radical compared to the way Americans live their lives these days.  He sees past the lifestyle that I have been forever bewildered by.  I was pretty much certain that no one in the Navy thought quite like this, but sure enough, here's this guy at the Vanilla Ice show basically reciting my entire state of mind.  Even as a civilian where I had a broader selection of friends, I did not meet a person who shared such similar beliefs.  We really clicked in a way that I rarely have in meeting other people.  I've had friends who have agreed with what I had to say, but they never seemed to truly understand.  They never seemed to have a driving force behind those beliefs, but this guy did.   He definitely has this passion and energy about his ideas.  I never went inside to see Vanilla Ice, but I met someone who I can actually relate with and really speak my mind.

did u make out?

so, i don't know how interested anyone here would be, but i started a blog about anime/manga/videogames. since my name is Mei, it's called aniMEInga how clever harharhar http://ani-mei-nga.blogspot.com/ so please check it out

EDIT: it's mostly just for myself, to track my progress on things i'm currently watching/reading/playing, and to take screenshots and stuff of things that interest me. so far it only has a few posts, talking about Monster, EarthBound, Kuroshitsuji, Liar Game, His Murder Plan, and a few other things... but yeahh. i promise it'll get better. xD if people start reading it i'll put in some more effort. you know-- make a custom layout, put up ads, include more screenshots and drawings and things... blah! i just figured i might as well turn my otaku knowledge into something entertaining for other people :P plus hopefully i can give some good reviews and recommendations.

best friend's dad passed away and i feel horrible

best friend's dad passed away and i feel horrible

<3

so, i don't know how interested anyone here would be, but i started a blog about anime/manga/videogames. since my name is Mei, it's called aniMEInga how clever harharhar http://ani-mei-nga.blogspot.com/ so please check it out

EDIT: it's mostly just for myself, to track my progress on things i'm currently watching/reading/playing, and to take screenshots and stuff of things that interest me. so far it only has a few posts, talking about Monster, EarthBound, Kuroshitsuji, Liar Game, His Murder Plan, and a few other things... but yeahh. i promise it'll get better. xD if people start reading it i'll put in some more effort. you know-- make a custom layout, put up ads, include more screenshots and drawings and things... blah! i just figured i might as well turn my otaku knowledge into something entertaining for other people :P plus hopefully i can give some good reviews and recommendations.

dude since you like amines please watch rose of versailles because i don't want to be the only person who has seen this :<

guys, guys:

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