i thinik im just gonna start growing my own. anyone know any good guides for it or how difficult/expensive it is?
Start here:
http://www.shroomery.org. I suggest this tek for first timers:
http://www.shroomery.org/10256/PF-Tek-v2. It will be moderately difficult as you need to read that tek several times before you even start buying the supplies. All you really need is jars, vermiculite, organic brown rice, coffee grinder. My first grow consisted of those ingredients, and I ended up with about an ounce. You can sterilize the jars in a regular pot, so long as they don't touch the bottom (they will shatter.) A pressure cooker is very useful if you can afford it ($100+ for a good All American.) Get one if you are really serious. All supplies are usually very easy to find. Try Walmart first, as they will be the cheapest.
Oh yeah, you'll need an incubator as well as a fruiting chamber. There are many variations on these setups. My first time incubator (where the sterilized jars go after inoculation) was just a plastic bin left next to the radiator. It is highly advisable to get a fish tank heater and 2 large bins instead, as any drop in temp below 70 degrees will slow or halt mycelial growth. A fruiting chamber can be your windowsill, as long as it is a very humid windowsill.
Good luck if you decide to do this. It is hard work until you get the hang of it, but all worth it in the end. I can send you a spore print, if you'd like, though it's better if you buy a pre-filled syringe from one of the more reputable spore shops. Assuming you already have a good coffee grinder, it will cost about $35 bare minimum.
i fuckign drank cough syrup and ran around outside and broke my fucking leg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Honestly, I briefly considered telling you the other day to be careful with that shit, but I didn't say anything.
Fuckk, I'm sorry, man.
