It feels like there has been so much bullshit in the news lately that the time is ripe for some good reaction to all of that. I dunno if it's just the juxtaposition of tory demons/fees/obama being worthless/bernie sanders/wikileaks/every world leader revealing their despicable nature etc and maybe it's all just gas and will go away but I'm kind of engaged right now, at least mentally, in a way I haven't been for a while because it just feels like one thing after another where it's Come on we've got to do something about this!
also today I was walking home from uni and I walked past 3 begging women, well 2 were selling the big issue but they don't always, and I didn't give any of them any money today. I do sometimes. These women are there most days of the week in the same spot. I have not yet found a way to be okay with not giving them money every time I see them and still have money? Maybe this is not a huge deal, but today after I'd walked past all three of them I was thinking 'man maybe i am being selfish. i've got a buck or two to spare right now!' and then I saw this guy wearing like a grey overcoat, scarf, fancy hair holding this loaf of gourmet bread crap in a brown bag from one of these gourmet expensive food stores that exist in this rich asshole part of glasgow where I live. Then I saw a bunch of other people wearing the exact same thing as he was and they all had the same hoarding, smug, disdainful look on their face but that's just me and projecting my own guilt onto other people but I bet that guy paid like 4 or 5 pounds for that friggin bread.