No not really. More like I'm in my car and some rough looking people start coming up to it in a threatening manner and I have
something because pepper spray will not work effectively on more than one person after you use it the first time. You have to get too close.
The scenario I'm looking at is I'm sleeping in my house and I hear someone breaking into it and I've got a gun to grab. As far as self-defense I'm looking at the deterrant aspect of it and I never want to have to actually fire it at anyone but I'm definitely not going to depend on pepperspray.
What would probably happen is two or more thugs jump you, and before you know it they're in your face manhandling you into an alley.
I don't plan on ever carrying it outside of my car or home. Also I want to try to learn to do everything I can in order to prevent that or help myself if I can. I don't want to go anywhere scared of getting jumped with the expectation that a bunch of gangsta pros are gonna beat the fucking shit out of me with out any sort of resiliance.
Like I said self-defense is only an additional reason I really just want to practice shooting and get comfortable with it. I train boxing alot and am probably gonna start sparring if I can find a ring or someone to spar with me. So I would much much rather physically fight someone that ever pull a firearm. I don't think alot of macho man shit or I might but I try not to. I think I got a little man complex or something so I'd rather fight anyone than just let them take something that I worked for. Also my grandpa is fucking crazy and lives in some compound he built in mississippi where he keeps loaded firearms everywhere because he thinks people are after him. He used to be in the navy and my mom recently told me he was some kind of hitman or something for a little while but I don't really know much about him other than that.
I don't think like that but I think I got that kind of "spunk" in my blood because my brothers, uncle, and mom are all the same way. I'm not a very confrontational person, but I'm trying to train myself to learn how to be just incase I have to. And I don't really watch alot of action movies either, or even care about that shit. I do work with alot of ex-military old guys and used to get in arguments about firearms with them all the time and they kind of converted me to the idea of self-sufficience and self-protection.
And also because you know, I travel alot and sometimes shit happens in places you aren't familiar with or even if you are and you have to be ready for it.