yeah you look pretty good without your hair dude. shave the beard though you look like a terrorist.

dude is it the white one that just FLAKES OFF?  i bought it because i liked the smell and then i was in class wearing a t-shirt and i looked down and it was just FALLING OUT MY SLEEVE.

no, but i know what you're talking about and those are even worse

I just hate that adidas active deoderant (it is clear orange inside) because it is so DRY and refuses to apply itself to your underarm and when it does, it only works for like an hour

Speed Stick is the way to go

you look a lot better than i imagined man! also what is that dvd in the last pic???

and lastly, what we all want to see. mom didn't do a good job but that's okay, it's all gonna fall out anyways. and yes I kept the beard because it looks funny as fuck.

hey remember that crazy old lady said you'd go to hell for having a beard?

get better bucko

You actually look good without hair, so good on you buddy.

You look better than I thought you would apart from that BIG THROAT picture, you look like a frog in that one "ribbit"

ooouuuuooohhh Demaciado muchos taco

yeah this deodorant does suck and I usually don't use it, I got one in the bathroom.

also I plan on shaving the beard today (too much effort yesterday) but nah I'll leave those missed spots. the hair is still falling out anyways (there was just SCRUFF all over the pillow today) so it's not a big deal, as long as it stops cluttering everything.

anyways feeling okay today, got some friends coming over later, should be a good day. I don't know if I mentioned, but I basically got a week off chemo so this should be a good week with little cancer stuff. but yeah that throat thing is hopefully indicative of the chemo working. christ the throat thing.

I also didn't upload the one picture that made my sister faint but that's because it's so gross, where my body is swollen and warped and half shaved and it's so gross now you want to see it...

Man dude, you look better than I expected even though you still look pretty PAINED I guess.  The neck pic is INSANE though!

I was kinda expecting the worst, so it was kinda cool to see that you look better than I thought you would! Like, still bloated and stuff, but not obviously 'cancer patient' if you know what I mean.

But yeah, definitely shave the beard. In that first pic it makes you look like one of those guys with quadruple chins who think that a beard will cunningly fool people into believing that they have a jawline.

Yeah man you look pretty good (for a cancer patient har har!).  I wish I could help you out somehow or whatever because yesterday I was at Target and I thought, shit this guy I talk to on the internet sometimes has CANCER and I actually got kind of down.  I guess I'll just post and send you my wellwishes or whatever because that's all I can do!

I am going to jump on the bandwagon and say that yeah, you're looking pretty good, dude. You look pretty good bald, man.

honestly steel you're looking good except for your eyes. you need a j desparately

yeah I popped a blood vessel a while back when I was coughing. it's more or less cleared up now!

also that DVD is Indiana Jones.

today I feel pretty good. I've been taking Render's advice and having a spoon of honey in the morning; can't say if it works or if I'm just no nauseous lately, but yeah, it's been a good day so far. I plan on shaving the beard off today sometime too.

With your shaved head you remind me of Moroccan brother in law.

Keep up the faith.

Looks like you're hanging in there, that's good.  You actually remind me of another friend, after looking at your pictures -- you don't look too bad.

Isn't it a custom in America to have your friends (irl, lol) give you porno mags and stuff after you've gone through shit in a hospital?  And even then, nobody can say anything because you can instantly say, "I was in the hospital."  Shit, one of my friends had some extensive work done on his knee and another guy brought him a magazine while the guy's priest was there.  He didn't say a damn thing.  (I predict someone making a pedophile priest joke here)  You need to go knocking on friends' doors, Steel.  Demand it.

--Terin