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Lifexplosion

#141 May 30, 2008, 01:46:57 pm

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Hey buddy, just like to say you probably have no fucking clue who the hell I am, but you are such an amazing guy, and I'm being serious! I can't believe this is happening, and I'm rooting for things to go well! Heh looks like you got some randoms caring about you now.

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Shepperd

#142 May 30, 2008, 02:33:37 pm

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Quote from: Magical Negro on May 30, 2008, 01:43:34 am

no one's quite sure what caused it. don't smoke, dont do bad shit. shit just happens.

stress. stress can do any sort of fuck ups.
and i dunno if your screaming at everybody, and your intense sense of disapproval sometimes may also be linked to this.

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hima

#143 May 30, 2008, 02:35:26 pm

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Cancer sucks...but you're a strong man. Be strong! That's the only way you can fight that bastard. And like many people has brought up already, if you need financial help I do believe people here are ready to help you immediately.

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Artis Leon Ivey Jr

#144 May 30, 2008, 02:39:41 pm

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Quote from: DJ Soup on May 30, 2008, 02:33:37 pm

stress. stress can do any sort of fuck ups.
and i dunno if your screaming at everybody, and your intense sense of disapproval sometimes may also be linked to this.

highly doubtful. I had a stressful last year, as you know, but first off wouldn't that cause something more BRAIN RELATED, and not lung? secondly, as I keep saying I don't run around screaming ASSHOLES KIKES or whatever, I'm a more or less chill guy.

also I will not ask GW for hospital money jesus christ (buy me a 360 anyways)

also also I'm amazed how many of you are like YOU DONT KNOW ME because I've recognized everyone in this topic, and it really helps.

in other news I feel just fine, but obviously that's not important!

brian chemicals

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Artis Leon Ivey Jr

#145 May 30, 2008, 02:42:44 pm

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Quote from: Hundley on May 30, 2008, 04:54:34 am

how am i supposed to have any confidence in the universe when things like this randomly happen to great people and not to people that we are much better off without(2beers, george lucas, tom cruise, etc)

I couldn't help but do this when the diagnosis came. I was in bed flipping channels and she tells me and my mom falls over and I said, just on like reflex, "but I'm 22. I have cancer...and that guy doesn't" and pointed to the TV and it was that fat dude from King of Queens.

sorry fat dude.

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Paranoia Dude

#146 May 30, 2008, 03:14:17 pm

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Man I know you think I'm some sort of worthless human being but I've always liked your post and we sort of like the same shit usually, so I hope you get better man. I've known a few cancer victims so I've seen firsthand what it does and all I can say is if it turns out to be bad, just don't give up, not even if you get down to the last second.

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Mindro

#147 May 30, 2008, 03:17:28 pm

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Oh my God! Good luck guy

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#148 May 30, 2008, 03:54:30 pm

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Quote from: Magical Negro on May 30, 2008, 02:39:41 pm

highly doubtful. I had a stressful last year, as you know, but first off wouldn't that cause something more BRAIN RELATED, and not lung? secondly, as I keep saying I don't run around screaming ASSHOLES KIKES or whatever, I'm a more or less chill guy.

also I will not ask GW for hospital money jesus christ (buy me a 360 anyways)

also also I'm amazed how many of you are like YOU DONT KNOW ME because I've recognized everyone in this topic, and it really helps.

in other news I feel just fine, but obviously that's not important!

It's pretty accepted (I think) that stress is correlated to poor health in general. Not that STRESS = CANCER, but yeah. I do hope you get better though.

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Abelone

#149 May 30, 2008, 04:03:03 pm

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Fuck not dying. Tell yourself you want to live and that you're alive, that's much more powerful and positive.
You're gonna pull through this because you're awesome like that.

Be positive, don't lose your smile over this and you'll make it.
Best of luck and health, Steel.

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Moriason

#150 May 30, 2008, 04:35:51 pm

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Good luck.

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dada

#151 May 30, 2008, 06:50:24 pm

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This is a really big shock to me. Reading this topic briefly made me feel very mortal. Since you're one of the most ALIVE members of this place it feels very strange to imagine you not being able to come back. At first I felt that maybe I should say something other than "sorry to hear, dude" because you've had so many of those already, but I really just can't come up with anything. I was thinking of integrating a Tom Waits quote somewhere in some way that only you would get, or mumbling something about you never knowing how Naruto will end, but there's nothing I can say that won't be in bad taste somehow.

LIKE PENDULUMS ON CHAINS.

There's just nobody in this place that I respect more than you. Of all people that I've ever interacted with in some way, nobody really inspires me the way you do. And I'm not saying that because I need something for the epitaph, I'm saying it because that's how it is.

IF ONLY I HAD A CONSCIENCE.

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Marcus

#152 May 30, 2008, 06:53:14 pm

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So I'm asking myself "Steel hasn't been posting lately" and I start listening to Mars, The Bringer of War and roll over this topic. At the huge crescendo I read "It may be cancer" and now my day is ruined.

Words mean very little but... uh, I hope it's benign.

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dada

#153 May 30, 2008, 07:06:36 pm

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Also, I keep thinking that MAYBE you've been exposed to asbestos through some other house nearby. Has there ever been a fire near where you live? Or maybe there's been some old factory someplace that went up in flames? Although, you know, that's probably not the case. As far as I know, you can't really get cancer through asbestos unless you've been exposed to it for a very long time.

Or maybe those who didn't study medicine should stop practicing it.

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dada

#154 May 30, 2008, 07:10:43 pm

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#155 May 30, 2008, 07:47:24 pm

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steele, you probably do not know me at all but this is really horrible to hear and i'm sorry.

all i can think about is the amount of times you've been banned from here and in some way or another come back. purely your persistent attitude toward survival and resurrections in the internet world are a representation of your strengths that exist outside of the internet. if anyone is able to fight cancer it is absolutely you.

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i know this sounds silly but you could look into learning meditation from a teacher, i bet there are online resources where you can find a teacher for free. it's a great exercise for your brain and has been really positive for me.

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headphonics

#156 May 30, 2008, 07:48:13 pm

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man i love that tombstone generator

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Klean

#157 May 30, 2008, 08:11:40 pm

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I failed to post in this topic a few times because I don't really know what to say. I doubt my post is worth much but I felt like I should say something. Get better quick!

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Artis Leon Ivey Jr

#158 May 30, 2008, 10:15:00 pm

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Quote from: Magical Negro on May 29, 2008, 01:09:12 am

okay, using cold logic here and what I know

-There is a large mass over my sternum lung area that is not pnuemonia
-It has caused coughing fits, inability to breath, phlegmy discharge, and that's more or less it.
-Lately becase of constant coughing, INSANELY HORRIBLY PAINFUL SPAMS wracking hte chests randomy.

the good news

It's just one lump, rare for cancers that are malinant
caught it somoen what early, maybe (if malignant)

doesn't lack appetite and no fevers or weight loss
(I'm his sister btw. He's having some coughing fit now so I had to finish posting for him).

just fyi I was really really high when I came home which is why I was like YOU MUST...POST FOR ME.

right now I'm just trying to ignore it but occasionally I remember and freak out horribly.

brian chemicals

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Ryan

#159 May 30, 2008, 10:18:11 pm

thx ds k?
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have you found out the results of the biopsy yet?

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Artis Leon Ivey Jr

#160 May 30, 2008, 10:20:44 pm

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no I don't till monday.

the funny thing is I feel much better lately, just sipping robotussin or whatever. too bad I MIGHT HAVE CANCER adafsasfddfdfff.

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