It's in the chest now too?

it's always been in the chest where you been twin matrix.

I read somewhere that it spreads from the testicles to other places via cancerous sperm cells moving throughout the body. I didn't even know sperm could move around the body at all, but that's biology I guess...

Just FYI to get your hopes up a bit, Steel, after my dad had cancer the second time, his body mysteriously broke down for no apparent reason due to some sort of bizarre infection and the doctors gave him a 5% chance to live and he was nearly comatose and 62 years old. He is still alive and kicking. You will be too when this is all over.

so basically the chemo starts next week and goes on through most of summer. gonna lose most of my hair yeah. after all that, they'll do another CT and keep it up. if they find more they do surgery.

if the surgery fails then well I pretty much got a short amount of time to live. honestly this shit can come back years after chemo or just a few months so basically I won't be out of the clear for a few years even if it goes away.

god this is horrible. I don't much care about DYING or whatever but leaving all these people behind is too much to bear.

You aren't gonna die though.

YES I AM CRUMPLY ITS ME IM DEAD.

basically I'm pretty pissed because this is testicular cancer and I had like none of the symptoms so this shit progressed far. cancer is one stupid fuck. fuck cancer.

I've been avoiding this topic lately because I didn't want to know the outcome of the biopsy. Fuck, I honestly thought you'd come back and say that everything is fine. This just keeps getting worse and worse, and I hope it breaks out of it's downward spiral.


Glass Half Full. Fuck Cancer.

This is some awful shit but 50% sounds good to me. I'm sure I wouldn't think that if it was me because I am one pessimistic guy but I don't think you are. Just fucking get better okay

Man I'm really sad dude. Just pull yourself through it all, I know you can man.

And everyone is saying 50% is good, and sure there could be more leeway, but man you can do it. Good luck with the chemo and all.

I'm waiting to hear your survival story.

man you're gonna be on oprah recommending as i lay dying just you watch

Like I said earlier, kick the shit out of this. We are here for you.

i wasn't taking this so seriously before because i really didn't think it was going to go like this. this is really terrible and i can't think of anyone i know personally who deserves this bullshit less. sorry steel. i mean, i know very little about cancer fffffff cancer fucking hell - 50% is not you know IDEAL but it's not the worst as far as cancer goes, and without any sentiment i think a previously healthy young person with as much to live for ahead of you would have the best chance of anyone so

i don't want to say good luck, or i'll pray for you or any of that because that's all empty to me. this is just some awful random occurrance you don't deserve and shouldn't have to deal with. but i think you'll get better, and i really really hope you do as well.

i didn't post during the "huh??? maybe i have cancer???" part because i really didn't know what to say and was hoping everything would be fine. knowing now that you have it, i am even more confused on what to say. much like many others here, i am hoping for the best possible outcome here and you are in our thoughts. we are all thinking about you pal, and much like a rogue in the middle of the night the cancer has simply gained the initiative on you (backstab x3 damage). now that you are aware of it's presence there is no doubt in my mind you will defeat it.

also here is a direct tobleronetriangular quote that relates to this:

The terrifying thing is that so many people believe that; like wiping out the few thousand people who are behind all this wouldn't save hundreds of thousands more in the future. I think that's worth paying any price. I think the worst thing that could happen is a partial solution; if we got rid of only half of the controllers and financiers and their allies in government and left the other half thinking that all the traitors had been unmasked so the ones that are left are "honest" we might actually be in a worse place. Being sick and knowing it is better than being half as sick and thinking your fine. Finishing them off would'nt take 5 years and cost billions of dollars like the Iraq Lie has either; and it would spill a hell of a lot less blood in the long term. If the people knew the truth nobody would have to be asked what to do; the Potomac would run red with the blood of the gang who are behind all this first before anyone asked a question like that once the truth got out.

but instead replace controllers / financiers with cancer

the fat guy from king of queens has some answering to do...

Shit dude...


All I can really say now is that you are too hardcore of a motherfucker to let this take you down.  GO GET 'EM MAN.

Steel take this fucking advice:

Get a hold of 100% PURE ALOE VERA GEL and you've gotta consume it regularly on a daily basis... Like one tablespoon a few times a day...

This will make the chemo a lot easier on you and ease a lot of the digestive tract associated side effects.