I'm doing it all summer dude. after that if it doesn't work...its a chemo from Hell...

when you planning on coming man. chemo means if you're sick I can't see you but hey all i got now is just horrible nausea and bloating and really that looks to be the gist of how bad it gets (granted, this will get worse!)

I'm trying to live a normal life but goddddam the bloating. seriously. there are not words for how miserable this is. seriously, fuck fat people that are like FAT ACCEPTANCE, you are gross, lose weight, this shit is horrible.

when you planning on coming man. chemo means if you're sick I can't see you but hey all i got now is just horrible nausea and bloating and really that looks to be the gist of how bad it gets (granted, this will get worse!)

I'm trying to live a normal life but goddddam the bloating. seriously. there are not words for how miserable this is. seriously, fuck fat people that are like FAT ACCEPTANCE, you are gross, lose weight, this shit is horrible.

fat acceptance is bullshit anyway, that is like DIABETES ACCEPTANCE or LIVER FAILURE ACCEPTANCE, it is a fucking HEALTH PROBLEM, you don't encourage that shit

Lars

you need to think before you post

something about how fat people remind him of spoiled dogs

no fuck it, let's talk about fat people and how gross they are.

seriously some dude on SA snuck into a fat acceptance seminar and they were selling long wands to wipe your ass with and were PROUD OF IT.

have some fucking shame, I feel gross as fuck bloated like this you should make an effort if you can.

in other news: my friend Steve recently lost 50 pounds props to him!

go Steve. I remember him being a pretty big guy (he was in the Avril photo, right?) so that's dope.

deaht to fatties

yeah he's on weight watchers and it's doing wonders, I'm really happy for him.

if there are any fat gwers reveal yourself, you're gross.

oh also regarding any videos or pics: I can't find the camera cable and when I work up the muster, here comes nausea. I'll try and get something, even just a picture, up soon.

okay gonna update because people dont seem to know what's going on/what happened so here's the gist.

basically I had a five week chemo session in the hospital last week from Tuesday to Sunday because they wanted to be aggressive. this session was very uncomfortable and sucked etc. today I had another chemo session, but it only lasted thirty minutes, and while has sideeffects (notably bloating) was significantly better. next Tuesday I have another thirty minute session just like this one, followed by a week break, followed by (groan) a week of chemo where I go into an outpatient clinic and from basically 9 to 5 they strap me to a chair and liquid me. basically gonna be awful.

things you can tell me:

-anything you can think of non-medicinal that would alleviate bloating. my stomach is fucking huge with water retention and anything that will help me not feel so fucking fat helps
-anything non-medicinal again for nausea. juices, dok martini stuff, whatever. stuff that can't hurt basically.
-any advice as far as other chemo effects. bort suggested i move around even if i dont feel like it so the bloating might subside
-movies, games, shit I can do during those week breaks. books come and go in interest because of the nausea
-anything to alleviate gas, once again non-medicinal. its a sideeffect of the nausea I think but it sucks.

okay I'm going to sleep (ANYTHING TO HELP SLEEP is good too), but tomorrow should be a better day, huh! no chemo for a week.

feel free to keep asking questions btw, I just wanted to cut off a few at the pass.

personally, I would just ask them to give me shit to make me drowsy so that I'm constantly sleeping and don't have to deal with side effects as much

i mean, you're at a clinic for five days and there's no reason to want to be awake to experience the pleasure of chemo liquids churning through you, and you cant get nauseous while SNORING right?

ok since we're bashing fat people here's what i said:

whenever i look at fat people i cant help but think of dogs that are fed too much food (or in some other way have access to unlimited food) and are completely incapable of controlling their habits but rather grow to be fucking obese

its not a comparison i like to  do because a lot of fat people have bad metabolism etc and i dont doubt for a second that 90% want to get thinner (especially in norway where everyone is thin and fit and aryan and tall where being fat is a taboo) but i really cant help of thinking about it

so yeah, to me fat people are like obese dogs.



its not like i see a lot of fat people tho, maybe twice/three/four times a year so maybe im just not used to them

yeah i'm actually one of the fat people and i'm young

but it's my fucking metabolism. idk i do need to do like doubletime of stuff i guess. i'll eventually lose it :/


and also, steel what kind of stuff do you actually like to watch/read?

-anything you can think of non-medicinal that would alleviate bloating. my stomach is fucking huge and i am so fuckin fat lol

eat a salad and have a run around th eblock you fat fuck

I'm pretty sure you could take papaya supplements for the bloating.  I keep a bottle handy all the time and they're good for everything from bloating to heartburn/acid reflux.  I would check my local neighborhood pharmacy/drugstore/general merchant if I were you.  They're chewy and delicious with 100% natural ingredients.

-anything non-medicinal again for nausea. juices, dok martini stuff, whatever. stuff that can't hurt basically.

strained/filtered honey. it's also called RAW HONEY but dok made me hate that word. I've got "Aunt Sue's Raw-Wild Natural Honey", it's just like normal honey but it tastes a lot better (v good), and it's darker and a little cloudy. Unlike normal honey, strained honey has some pollen and microscopic bits of wax throughout, essentially making it more potent. 1 tbsp is supposed to help nausea. you could also drink the honey in chamomile tea for greater effect. chamomile is supposed to be good for relaxation, relieving nausea, sleeping, and a bunch of other stuff. you should be able to get the honey in any grocery store next to the normal honey (it's a little more expensive) and you can buy chamomile tea pretty much anywhere.

the ALOE VERA GEL honestly doesn't sound like a terrible idea to me, but an alternative would be a drink containing aloe. I know Sobe makes one with aloe in it, watch for the other ingredients though cuz I don't think you'd want guarana or anything with much caffeine.

edit: I dunno how much any of this stuff will help though because of the nature of chemo but it's worth a try

-movies, games, shit I can do during those week breaks. books come and go in interest because of the nausea

http://www.channel4.com/film/reviews/feature.jsp?V=3&SV=2&id=161521
i downloaded some videos listed here that I hadn't seen, they were o.k.

(ANYTHING TO HELP SLEEP

I have a big list of sleep aids written down somewhere but it's late I'll get it tomorrow

My uncle had a fatass boxer that was so fat he couldn't reach his ass to scratch and one day while playing with a female fatass boxer he had a heartattack and died