Shit man, must be hell getting all this treatment. I hope you get through this, my grandmother just died of lung cancer, 67 years old. It would be terrible if I hear about a tumor/cancer related death right now, hope this works out for you.

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what is up with half these points with tones of "WELP I HOPE YOU DON'T DIE YOU KNOW -- IT MIGHT REALLY HAPPEN"

seriously you shouldn't be like "it'd be terrible to hear you died!" i think that is acknowledged and doesn't really help shit at all.

thatd be pr. cool actually if the woman was already dying.  you could go through it together.....

yeah but she'd have to kill herself after jamie died.  cause the odds of you both dying at the same time are probably low so she'd just be there with a dead man's deflating dick in her dabumpadin for who knows how long.

yeah you would both need to get a secret agent tooth.

Also Yeah I Never Know What To Say In This Thread Either So

*supports*

*emotes*

ahhhh i wrote *shares feelings* but made a typo that said share sfeelings and then i deleted the typo and tried to fix it but just wrote share sfeelings again don't you hate that?

*shares feelings*

but steel i feel like you are a good guy and i just want you to know that i think I like you and that is all.  Oh man no I don't even want to say that it's too lame "here let me try to make you feel better in your terrible predicament"

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one of my friends told me that if you die with a bonar that it stays stiff due to rigor mortis is this true or false

to yahoo answers!

If there is an all-loving god I hate him and I would totally nail him to a cross and spear his liver.

the best ever death metal band out of denton
were a couple of guys, who'd been friends since grade school.
one was named cyrus, and the other was jeff.
and they practiced twice a week in jeff's bedroom.

the best ever death metal band out of denton
never settled on a name.
but the top three contenders, after weeks of debate,
were satan's fingers, and the killers, and the hospital bombers.

jeff and cyrus believed in their hearts they were headed
for stage lights and leer jets, and fortune and fame.
so in script that made prominent use of a pentagram,
they stenciled their drumheads and guitars with their names.

this was how cyrus got sent to the school
where they told him he'd never be famous.
and this was why jeff,
in the letters he'd write to his friend,
helped develop a plan to get even.
when you punish a person for dreaming his dream,
don't expect him to thank or forgive you.
the best ever death metal band out of denton
will in time both outpace and outlive you.
hail satan!
hail satan tonight!
hail satan!
hail hail!

thanks that means a lot to me you totally didn't misjudge my atheism

also thirty three hundred posts wow i have no life.

okay so:

PET scan revealed activity in the area where they reseccted the lung tumor, so that's probably where it is. so the plan:

over the next week I do blood work, scans, shit like that, to make sure I can survive high dose chemo. they also give me regular injections to artificially release bone marrow stem cells. then the week after we go to Indiana, where they extract my stem cells. the good news; I do not have to stay in the hospital for any of this (knock on wood that nothing else happens); I will have three days of high dose chemo but I go in and come out. then there's two days of recovery. then there's a day where they reinsert half the stem cells. then there's a 10-14 day break but I can't leave Indiana during it. then I get to go back to Cary for 7-10 days. and then it repeats! so it'll be about six weeks total I think.

Wow so that's only three days of chemo? (times two)

Sounds like pretty good news to me man, even if it's high dose it's only three days. Does that mean it's an easier tumor to kill off too, if it only goes on for three days?

Wow so that's only three days of chemo? (times two)

Sounds like pretty good news to me man, even if it's high dose it's only three days. Does that mean it's an easier tumor to kill off too, if it only goes on for three days?

well it's a much more intense chemo, as the long break period no doubt indicates. and no it's not easier to kill off. it could be all over my body and the regime would be the same. it will kill cancer everywhere equally.

Are they going to put a catheter in your dick again? I hope they don't, I don't like the idea of things up dicks

Pick up a set of gauged sounding rods to stretch things out before going in and that tube will slide in and out like a breeze

they might put a new chest catheter in, I'm not sure. flipping through the lit, and my mom's on the phone. I'll edit when I get info.

steel i also strongly suspect i like you.  i'll get back to you when i have more conclusive results

i dont get this post.

is it because i didn't edit because i still dont know.