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Shepperd

#3661 November 24, 2009, 11:29:11 pm

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read it loads of times today

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Shepperd

#3662 November 24, 2009, 11:36:36 pm

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cannot get enough

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Malad

#3663 November 24, 2009, 11:38:33 pm

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FUCK YEAH! I LOVE YOU STEEL!

what's updog?

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Sredni Vashtar

#3664 November 25, 2009, 01:34:15 am

HE WHOSE HAND DETERMINES ALL THAT IS
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Jesus, that was monstrous. Thank you Steve, for posting that, seriously. My heart was pounding the entire time I read that.

Has his mom seen it?

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Yeah, I loved San Andreas, but it was just such a black game. :x Like. Eh, I dunno, it was all so frickin' black, and I enjoyed the atmosphere of Vice City more.

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Farren

#3665 November 25, 2009, 03:07:51 am

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That, thats exactly what I wanted from him. I'm so thankful you found it steve, thank you so much.

I think that letter right there, sums up all of his great personality traits and character. Thats what I looked up to in him and thats what I felt when reading what he had to say.

He'll never know how much he inspired me, all over. To be a better person, to actually listen to music and not hear it, to learn and to think. And I'm so grateful for that, best gift I've ever gotten from anyone in my entire life.

DEUCE: MEETING THE URINE UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL AND REALIZING IT'S JUST LIKE ME AND MY PREJUDICES THIS WHOLE TIME WERE COMPLETELY FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF PTTTTHTHTHH GOD IT'S EVERYWHERE<br />DEUCE: FUCK THIS TASTES LIKE PISS<br />PANTS: WHERE IT SHOULD TASTE LIKE COTTON CANDY OR PICKLES<br />DEUCE: OR AT LEAST LIKE URINE NOT PISS

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Pasty

#3666 November 25, 2009, 03:17:06 am

Here are some of their hands
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Steve. Thank you.

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squonk

#3667 November 25, 2009, 03:18:49 am

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I sent it over to his mom tonight, along with a link to this thread. I'm really glad that that letter inspired you guys too, and if I find anything else, I'll be sure to post it... heh, it's hard to find words which make any of this make any sense, but leave it to Mark to find some for us. I love you too, man.

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Clucky

#3668 November 25, 2009, 03:55:52 am

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oh my god, that was the most beautiful thing I have ever read. I don't think anybody will ever have as much of an impact on my life as this man has.

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Silhouette

#3669 November 25, 2009, 04:25:10 am

Hey, I'm back. Cool, huh?
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I'll miss that guy.

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Aten

#3670 November 25, 2009, 05:13:20 am

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The last paragraph really got me. (I was listening to the instrumental version of the main theme from the indian movie "Kal ho na ho" at the time I was reading this and the combination of music and steels words hit me. hard.)

Thank you steve for bringing closure to us.

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Randy Moist

#3671 November 25, 2009, 05:19:50 am

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I miss him so fucking much, thanks for posting that here. It's been really hard to care about anything else the last couple weeks maybe this will help

http://marklisanti.tumblr.com/post/126620624/i-can-totally-relate-harold-i-am-a-farmer-and-i

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Niitaka

#3672 November 25, 2009, 07:33:23 am

Comrade!
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i really needed that, thank you

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fatty

#3673 November 30, 2009, 12:35:57 am

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Thank you! I can't stress how incredibly thankful I am for this. Thank you, Steve!

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GZ

#3674 November 30, 2009, 10:01:47 pm

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this is absolutely amazing. at the same time, i am not surprised he was capable or writing something like that. this is him at the pinnacle. unfortunately he wasn't here long enough and was essentially robbed of what most of us assume is owed to us. steel is always going to stick in my head.

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DDay

#3675 December 01, 2009, 07:36:02 am

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Wow I'm stunned that you where able to find something. Thanks Steve. My dad died when I was 13 and I feel like I knew what he was going thru. He is the same age as me too. But only thing I can relate to him is the pain of a loved one dieing in front of you. I can honestly say I never fell in love and I only did one thing in my life that I regretted. but the pain aspect I can extremely relate to him. He had more resone to live then I and I wish I could of helped him. As he was a brilliant young man. RIP STEEL

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dada

#3676 December 01, 2009, 09:00:22 am

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Thanks so much for sharing this. I really miss that guy. In either this or the other topic someone posted all of his YouTube videos but I just can't watch them. It's literally too hard. But reading this does ease my mind somewhat. He may have written he wasn't ready to die yet, but he was happy with his life so far and didn't have any regrets.

It's strange. Even posthumously that guy is an inspiration to me.

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Parker

#3677 December 01, 2009, 10:01:11 am

more cowbell!
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Thank you for sharing that with us, Steve. Absolutely beautiful. He's in a better place now, no doubt. I hope I get to meet him someday.

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Master Tea

#3678 December 01, 2009, 10:52:29 am

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That was insane. i wish i had joined gamingworld earlier to at least KNOW HIM.

Damn. what a guy.

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rapstar

#3679 December 02, 2009, 10:37:49 pm

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thanks that made my day

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Vellfire

#3680 December 02, 2009, 11:05:21 pm

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Quote from: Aten on November 25, 2009, 05:13:20 am

The last paragraph really got me. (I was listening to the instrumental version of the main theme from the indian movie "Kal ho na ho" at the time I was reading this and the combination of music and steels words hit me. hard.)

jesus this is like the saddest song ever

I love this hobby - stealing your mother's diary
BRRING! BRRING!
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