it hits me pretty bad when i try to give up.
at work, i tried to give up smoking on one of my shifts and everybody said i'd just turned into a complete asshole. i couldn't concentrate properly, couldn't think straight and i snapped at people for stupid reasons.
the next time i was on shift i was smoking again and it was like the complete opposite. everyone was applauding me for hard work and for being a nice guy, thinking ahead and solving problems easily.
it's why i'm reluctant to give up again until i have a lot of time off to get my head straight and wean myself off them.
as for the brand, anything does me except the really gross cheap shit that literally tastes like chemicals.
I told you not to start!! although i did give you cigarettes... my bad

basically, to put it blunt, all form of straight cigarettes are BAD! (this means all pre-made ones)
rolling tobacco is the way forward! + goes better with grass too.
Cutters choice, done deal, golden viginia is rank, as drum, drum gold, old holburn etc etc. Die by Cutters.