i usually just zone out when im waiting for something or just have nothing to do

i don't know i'm not aware of them.

a ha.

i trace my fingertips along the contour of things (ie seams of clothing or couch, bricks of a wall, ears) during serious conversations. its pretty weird and often pisses the other person off.

i imagine a ball bouncing around the room and try to make it bounce off all the major surfaces, sometimes i just get it off all the walls but if that's the case then i go through the rest of the building in my head. i don't really know how it starts

9. Sometimes on long car trips I'll imagine a little guy running along side the car jumping over things. (mostly it's mario)

Holy shit, I used to do almost this exact thing when I was younger, except that it was Ghostrider riding his hellcycle in the ditch.

Hahaha, I used to do that mario thing too! I still do it!

I have a habit of saying really rude things without realizing it to people

then i just say "OH I WAS KIDDING LOL" after i realize i say it


that and biting nails

oh at class I always plug and unplug the tap on the rear end of the pen, continuously.

I also love having mantras. This is something I came up with by my own, I mean, apparently it is Hindu and Buddhist thing, but fuck that.
These mantras are very cool and make me feel smart.
The funny thing is that they dont usually have any substantive meaning, or actually are negative phrases that for some weird reason it makes me feel better and proud. Several are stuff I read and for some reason have some romantic significance.
Such mantras include:
"Suckerpunch"
"On his back"
"All things must pass"
"He isbring raped in prison"
"All I wanted was a cheeseburger"
"Plan your escape route"
"Listen for alarms"
"Crown"
"play easy"
etc

first, I dont speak them aloud, they are just spoken in my mind.
It is not a thought because it has a focus on the sounds of the word, it just sounds aloud but in my mind.

Also I don't use them to keep focus, it has a certain motivational thing, but it is mostly an artistic, romantic thing.

What exactly is a mantra? Is that kind of like a chant?

it's from Faxanadu

Also I disassemble and reassemble my pen when I'm bored or whatever.

oh at class I always plug and unplug the tap on the rear end of the pen, continuously.

I also love having mantras. This is something I came up with by my own, I mean, apparently it is Hindu and Buddhist thing, but fuck that.
These mantras are very cool and make me feel smart.
The funny thing is that they dont usually have any substantive meaning, or actually are negative phrases that for some weird reason it makes me feel better and proud. Several are stuff I read and for some reason have some romantic significance.
Such mantras include:
"Suckerpunch"
"On his back"
"All things must pass"
"He isbring raped in prison"
"All I wanted was a cheeseburger"
"Plan your escape route"
"Listen for alarms"
"Crown"
"play easy"
etc

these make you feel smart/proud? any significance behind these?