gahh, I'm scared.
so basically, I've been diagnosed with acute inguinal lymphadenitis. my left lymph node on my pelvis is swollen and tender. it was putting pressure on my ovary, too, which was causing some pains similar to period cramps. anyways, the doctors said it was probably a bacterial infection, so they put me on antibiotics. I'm scheduled to get a blood test tomorrow to confirm it.
The problem is that I am feeling worse every day. I'm getting the side effects from the antibiotics (nausea, diarrhoea), but none of the benefits. My lymph node is really swollen and painful, and something has to be done. The doctor said if the problem is not a bacterial infection, it could be viral or malignant. Associated viruses are mostly STDs, though, which I know I don't have. So what if it's malignant? I'm worried.
the results of the blood test tomorrow will determine if I should get a biopsy. I'm a very anxious person, and I'm always worried about cancer, especially after the stuff with Steel... I know it's not likely and I probably just need to give the antibiotics some more time to get working, but... I can't help but worry-- after all, what else am I gonna do while laying around the house in pain? :\ meh. My body is sore and achy all over, my left pelvis hurts, I can't stop coughing... What's wrong with me, and when will it stop? :[

i remembered the other day that when steel was complaining about jaw pains i told him it's really really common for students to have tooth trouble around exam time, it's probably nothing.

i should make an air conditioning simulator and sell it to the kid i found

This is the best youtube niche I have ever seen.

this is a challenge to all gw members:  find a youtube channel dedicated to a more obscure niche than elevators and/or air conditioning units


it can't be something like AMAZING it's got to be dedicated to something so absurd and dull that you can't understand why this exists as an interest

i'm sure there's a few channesl for nascar

nascar is more interesting than air conditioning units, at least you see something MOVING

yet most things are obviously a bad idea to Microwave.

Also DBZ Abridged is a cool and Funny nitch too.

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=3C16C1FA3EEEE7CF&search_query=dbz+abridged

nascar is more interesting than air conditioning units, at least you see something MOVING

yes dday, obviously dbz is much more obscure than elevators

the reason the elevator videos stand out to me is because I don't get why they like elevators so much. I thought maybe it had something to do with vertical movement through planes of space that are perceived as rigid and strictly horizontal, or maybe the feeling you get from being inside, but some of the videos seem to ignore these aspects. I think most niche categories are either sexual, or overtly appealing to the senses in more ways than one. the ear thing is new to me but it's really just a variation of other fetishes or niches, like zit popping, foot feetish etc. I'm never really surprised when someone is specifically attracted to an external body part and I think I could really like women's ears if I wanted to get into the niche.

yeah like i can understand the sexual ones just because...idk it seems like there are a lot of them!  sexual things are another matter entirely, but when you're a 13 year old boy who just has a severe interest in telling me the make and model information of your neighbor's ceiling fan, i cannot figure out why

i think you'll find toasters are quite adept at experiencing love

toaster loves crumpets

me: it's that warm feeling you get inside you whenever they're around
toaster: i... i think i understand

aspergers people are fascinated by certain things for reasons we cannot possibly understand. you can try as hard as you want but it's not something normal people can experience.  it's like explaining love to a toaster.

or like a toaster explaining what being a toaster is like to a human just in case i seem like i'm implying as people > regular people

yes dude but

idk like is there any real proof that the hvac kid has aspergers??? he seems like a completely regular kid except REALLY LIKES AIR CONDITIONING UNITS