that came out as kinda me being a dick, but think of it as words from the wise: get yer ass in gear, you've got a billion opportunities!
nah i deserved that
the only reason i havent gotten one is probably because i have low self-esteem. i feel like everyone around me for some reason has CONNECTIONS and just knows how to fake their way into whatever they need to do, despite being stupid douchebags. all of these people just miraculously found time to do extracurricular shit while in college and have things to put on their resume when applying to internships, but i currently have nothing. i cant see how "personality" can save me
fortunately i slightly wised up and will be a teaching assistant in a Molecular Cell Bio Lab next semester. I wish I had an internship, but this is probably the best i can do. I wish i had more balls/gpa
edit: i dont know what im saying. basically i hate myself for not knowing how to get what i want.