man there is not enough actual talkin about drugs in this thread

who has tripped balls recently

not me but I hella want to

naw, I'm done with tripping for a while. Last time I did I was confronted with some really strange shit and I think I'd be fine if I never went that far from reality ever again.

also faust is right, some people just shouldn't do drugs at all

ugh today i wanted to relapse on xanax so bad. i was alone and in public and i thought i was gonna get raped and kidnapped and murdered by every little old lady i saw. i used to be so full of xanax that nothing ever phased me but now when i have social anxiety its worse than it was before, gaaaah. but whatever i dont want to get back into that, so. probably gonna smoke weed sometime soon. or drop some dimes (dramamine). i'm stressed.

i only do dxm, and i only do so because it helps me write and brainstorm. it's strange because pretty much everyone else i've ever known cannot formulate legitimately coherent and useful thoughts on dxm, whereas dxm for me is an outstanding creative stimulant that allows me to reach portions of my psyche that are usually inaccessible, without doping me too severely. it's particularly useful for writing things that are abstract or surreal, but sometimes you can reach profoundly real levels of emotional understanding, which is particularly useful for purely dramatic writing and conceptualization. truth be told, i guess i consider the effect dxm has on me as being part of my writing arsenal. that's pretty embarrassing the more i think about it, but then again, the pulitzer committee doesn't do olympic-style drug testing for performance enhancing drugs so fuck it. come and get me motherfuckers.

with a few exceptions, i don't ever take it simply for the sake of getting high, and even then i always manage to squeeze some sort of worthwhile creativity out of it. i think the last time i did it to just GET HIGH was when i met chef and ramci, and they were kinda curious what it was like to EXPERIENCE HUNDLEY. but even then, i ended up going home and completely conceptualizing an entire videogame that i ended up being extremely fond of(even when sober), so it wasn't like i was just fucking around on it.

anyway, i don't take dxm with too much frequency anymore. usually just when i have some time set aside for it and i think it will contribute to whatever it is i'm working on. i'm currently novelizing faceless, and it has a section or two that will be strengthened by a touch of the dxm-brain.


PS i am not writing this post to really suggest people go out and start chugging bottles of cough medicine. i am the dxm CHOSEN ONE and you are probably not, so don't bother wasting your time unless you're prepared for the very real possibility of spending an evening throwing up and having unpleasant imagery of your empty, selfless life flashing furiously on your eyelids. ALSO ALSO ALSO if you are set on doing it DO NOT EVER drink cough medicine that has anything but dxm in it. EVER. if you see another active ingredient, or anything but dextromethorphan hydrobromide, put it down and keep looking. best case scenario is that the extra shit just makes you throw up everything you've ever eaten and fucks up the high, WORST CASE SCENARIO is that you fucking die. also there's apparently a variant of dextromethorphan hydrobromide called Dextromethorphan polistirex that is appearing in cough medicines now. don't do that shit either. it is a big fucking waste of time and i've heard is pretty terrible for you.

THIS HAS BEEN HUNDLEY'S YEARLY DXM POST.

Man, can somebody please Fed-Ex me some quality hallucinogens?  I don't think I'll find them here ever again.

That's how I feel pretty much every time.  Granted, it's been over a year since I've had the opportunity, but I always come back to it.  I'll feel really strange for a few days, but I return to baseline with at least one new concept that never would have occured to me otherwise.  I think it's a beautiful thing, even if it is scary for a while.

yeah but this time was different from the others. It's been a couple months and I'm still pretty shaken by it.

I'm fairly certain I've seen the bottom of the rabbit hole with DMT and there's really nothing else hallucinogens can show me anymore

hundley why don't you try something a little more powerful that isn't nearly as nasty? Wouldn't shrooms or a small hit of acid do the trick alot better, I figure if thats the way you trip thats the way you're gonna trip regardless of what you take.

And DXM is a pretty shit way to do it from what I've heard.

Let's see...

I smoke some weed occasionally, I don't really ever get high or anything unless it's laced with hash or it's a medical product. 

I was addicted to crystal meth throughout my whole tenth grade year in high school...that was some pretty bad stuff; it was the first time I was truly addicted to anything.  It's been about 7 years since, and I'll definitely never do that again.

I've also tried ecstasy one time...I ended up staying up the whole night.  Ecstasy was a lot like taking meth except much stronger and longer lasting.  Some people tell me that ecstasy IS a form of meth, but I've never done my research to see if it's true or not.

My friends and I recently tried acid too.  It made us all act stupid as hell.  It also made us fairly paranoid; I remember thinking every car behind me was a cop car.  And of course it made us trip like we've never tripped before.  Everything was breathing and melting.

And the most recent drug I've tried is cocaine.  Coke is pretty interesting.  It'll make your heart beat fast and you'll feel happy and completely euphoric, as if nothing in the world matters and all you wanna do is just continue feeling good.  But the high will only last for 20 to 30 minutes, and then there's the "come down".  Coming down off of coke could be very different depending on how pure the product is.  If it wasn't that pure, coming down could make you despondent and depressed.  Pure cocaine will leave you feeling normal and not so depressed when coming down.

For the record I've never shot anything up.  I'll never do that.  Sniffing powdered drugs is where I draw the line 

FYI: Everything I just talked about is based on my own personal experiences with these drugs.  For all I know, it could be different for other people.

Some people tell me that ecstasy IS a form of meth, but I've never done my research to see if it's true or not.

Well ecstacy's full name is Methylenedioxymethamphetamine but what your friends were probably referring to is the fact that almost all pressed pills of E on the street are cut with speed because meth is really cheap compared to MDMA.

pure MDMA is a blast if you can get your hands on it, I won't settle for anything less.


EDIT: DURRRRR WHAT HE SAYZ ^^^^^^^^^^

Man Coxswain I cannot at all understand you being so pissed at kids being told not to do drugs.  Don't you realize that the kids in question are typically at an age where they make TERRIBLE DECISIONS ALL THE TIME?  The few who are responsible are smart enough to make their own decisions and aren't going to be affected by the talks anyway, and the rest will hopefully listen because they aren't going to be these responsible drug users you think they will.  We're not talking about reasonable adults, we're talking about dumbass kids that are probably going to fuck it all up.  I don't see any reason that these people SHOULDN'T be told not to do drugs, because they definitely aren't going to do a good job with that choice.

Especially since saying "hey drugs are bad" is nothing at all like KEEPING THEM from doing what they're gonna do anyway.  It's a suggestion if anything.  But somehow teachers are the worst people for doing it.

No because in my experience when kids first start being told about drug awareness and staying away from them is that dare shit in elementary school.

Right now my cousin is on probation and although he does not smoke weed he lives with my brother that does and my cousin's girlfriends ten year old kid will rat anyone out he sees with marijuana anyone that talks about marijuana and anyone that smells like marijuana because he is a stupid fucking tot that doesn't know anything about the shit and shouldn't know until he's old enough to understand it. All he knows is its bad and people who do it are bad and he needs to tell someone because its bad. He does not understand what marijuana is or why people do it.

That isn't drug education thats kid snitch conditioning


I just think that if they're going to teach it in schools they should wait until middle school when its most likely that kids are going to do that shit and tell them FLAT OUT TRUTHS ie: heroin can cause hiv because of shared needles and is very addictive and dangerous, coke is very addictive/dangerous, meth, crack ect...

But you're missing the point, of course an elementary school kid should be told not to do marijuana:  because THAT KID doesn't need to be.  Kids don't do well with grey areas, so you kind of HAVE to just tell them yeah it's wrong.  Kids don't understand "marijuana is wrong when you're your age but when you get older well maybe or maybe not depending on how responsible you are" etc, because kids think they are grown up enough to do anything.  Kids are BORN snitching, they are gonna do it!  The topic just depends on what they think they can get someone in trouble with.  I told on my brother all the time for anything, as did almost any kid.  It's the only way kids have of dealing with older siblings or anyone else--appeal to a higher authority by snitching.  You aren't thinking at all about how kids work when you say it's HORRIBLY WRONG THAT WE DO THIS.  Kids are even worse decision makers than teens, and chances are seeing big bro smoking is gonna make the kid want to.  I'd rather kid tell on him than TRY SOME FOR THEMSELVES.  This is what kids do!

It's not like it's really brainwashing shit anyway because kids believe all sorts of things that they grow out of (ever heard of santa claus?  keeps those kids behaving the rest of the year because they aren't old enough to understand that being good should just be the default)

give me an 8 year old that can get in contact with a dealer

Kids are told all the time not to drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes. See how well it works?

Why does the kid need a dealer if it's already in their house like you showed with your example?

Plus, if a kid can't get it then what does it matter if they're told it's bad?  It doesn't affect their choices since they can't make any anyway.