What I think the word immersion means is probably different from how other people are defining it. I am probably the one who is wrong, too, because I am thinking of it as an unattainable thing, which is something I do a lot with feelings.

Anyway I remember being very deeply immersed in Lost Highway for the first hour of it or so. I paused the movie and I was extremely creeped out and could still hear the deep ominous tones of the soundtrack in my head when I went downstairs for a snack. It changed the atmosphere of the house, it changed the atmosphere of everything for me that night. I enjoyed it alot.

I think it's true that your personality is only wet cement for so long and then you spend the rest of your life flailing around waist deep in it as it traps you more and more completely. This is the knowledge revealed to me from living 20 long years.

I've been reading a book on zen lately.

I can't believe I have gone on in my own life for so long not knowing what zen is. I am turning my life around as we speak.

I think it's true that your personality is only wet cement for so long and then you spend the rest of your life flailing around waist deep in it as it traps you more and more completely. This is the knowledge revealed to me from living 20 long years.

Yeah, this is actually pretty good.

So long for the holidays