NOt to mention all the SOPA discussion.

OK on a less serious note i discovered that Virtual Boy Advance still requires DirectX9, while Windows 7 comes with DX11, but found out that both versions can run simultaneously on a computer, so getting both has solved my problem.

hey wasup

i am making a post here in order to perpetuate the illusion of activity that is going on (in this forum)

Good for you. Who are you?

i have high blood pressure really high too, it's acctually kind of scary.

at the doctors yesterday it started at like 170/100, and gradually went down to 160/100 and then 150/100 by the time I left. I checked it at lunch time and it was 177/96!!!! That's crazy high, like over 180 is an emergency, pretty serious. I think it was artificially high because I was nervous and stressed out a bit, but I know it was probably in the 150-160 range. I'm going to check it again after work and hopefully it won't be too bad. I'm supposed to be checking it for 2 weeks but honestly if it's this fucking high for several days in a row I'm just going to go back and get some meds. I do NOT want to end up on dialysis. This sounds weird but I'm almost  hoping I have a tumor or something on my kidney because even though that'd suck, at least I can get some surgery or something.

My dad's side has a history of high BP and heart problems, which is pretty scary. Luckily I've quit smoking, over 1 year in fact!! January 2011 was the last time I smoked at all. I have to start exercising too. Man this sucks


also i made this thing: http://soundcloud.com/john-varga/this-thing

the last few times ive gone to the doctor it's been high. Not this high, but still high. I always figured it was just a combination of being a little nervous and also being sick (since I'm only at the doctor while I'm sick). If I sit for a few minutes and read something funny or just relax it goes down, so I'm starting to think it might be stress related. I'm really stressed out a lot more than I really realize, I take things way too seriously and get aggravated at so much crap, I'm just trying to take things a little easier. Including worrying about the blood pressure itself. It's unlikely I'll drop dead at any moment since I bet it's been high like this constantly for a long time. It's just crappy that now I have these numbers I'm staring at that definitively say "that's fucked". The problem with BP this high is you actually can literally just die BP over 180 is very serious and will get you into an ER instantly.


I tried taking my shirt off and it was still high. Even higher. I should lose some weight. heheh

Something's wrong with my foot. Possibly going to a doctor for it today. but the usual doctor isn't in. Don't like the idea of going to a doctor me or my family is unfamiliar with though.

Also, Why do crutches SUCK so much? Seriously, I figured using them would be easier then hobbling around, shit requires arm strength and I don't exactly have that in spades.

Obviously can't stand at my desk (mildly worried that is the reason, me standing at my desk all day) so I had to drag a chair over here.

har har.

I think its actually because I had athletes foot and I walked on my feet funny because of that.

ALSO FUCK STAIRS. I'm convinced my house has to many of them.