btw people don't really talk alot on the forum anymore either, least it don't look like it.

I dunno man it shows character even noticing that shit. Most people go their whole lives without giving a flipping fuck. I'd just talk to the man honestly, act interested or just tell him what you think. I already feel like that sometimes, shits moving too fast and I can't keep up. I ain't got no cane though. I fear growing old like the devil because I see that shit happenin. Being really fucking bitter and just AAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GODDAMN KIDS and down alot because society is slowly dissolving into a gigantic mess of static and self-gratifying bullshit.
 
Thats why I like what I do because I can be all like; HA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fuck yall I'm gone and its just the waves and steel and the dumb babbies are at a calculable figure and not an unimaginable scale of disgusting horseshit.
 
Go clubbin one good time and watch a bunch of young women ruining themselves with vanity and insecure promiscuity with all the shitheaded little men doing it to them with their chests out all the while deux are suckin down gin and tonic like a last breath of fresh air and spewin all kinds of dumb shit and see if that don't get you bangin yer head against a bathroom stall. 

HAVE YOU EVER WENT TO A PUBLIC PLACE OR FUCK EVEN JUST SPOKE TO PEOPLE YOU KNOW AND NOTICED THAT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THEY ARE GENERALLY CARBON COPIES OF SOMEONE ELSE!?!?! LIKE HUMANITY HAS SOME BULLSHIT TEMPLATE AND EVERYTIME I SEE IT I WANT TO PUNCH GOD IN THE DICK

the topic title sounded really interesting but when  i came here it was too long so didn't read

it's my birthday

 

i'm thinking of going to evergreen college in washington usa, in part because i'm a lazy fucking hippie and my girlfriend is going there, both of which are awful reasons, but whatcha gonna do. also those are my  only reasons ah ha ha ha i dont understand human life hee ha ha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpsbj0OoeNo
 
this is me and ym rad rock band expressing my fundamental view on daily existence

washington is a cool place especially the seattle area. I def wish I could smoke I'd move there.

They came and got me as soon as I woke up because two dudes quit because between our new chief mate (s) and captain those idiots are constantly doing or having us do stupid shit and they got tired of it. The cap almost sunk this ship as soon as it came out of drydock. We've been reassembling parts of a helodeck and now I got it passed onto me and I'm doing it at night and I can't see a goddamn thing. THey're kinda in a hurry to do it because they want to land a chopper on it which is dumb as hell cus I'm pretty sure someone has to inspect it and if I end up not bolting something down right and it goes into the intake or rotor of the chopper it can pretty much destroy the damn thing but whatevuh.

Also its incredibly windy and I can't see shit.

sad story about prof

barret that's pretty depressing.  who skips a day-long field trip?  that's the type of stuff i spend like the entire class looking forward to! it's good you feel a little guilty though -- i think that's productive.  i'm not making any judgments or anything but i'm a student too and i'm constantly surrounded by other students who are checked the fuck out by semester #2 and it kind of gets under my skin i guess.  college is ludicrously expensive and probably the one time in your life you'll have access to billions of dollars in resources and countless people who've devoted their entire lives to what they study; it frustrates me a little when i see bros in yolo shirts dragging a dolly of natty lite crates and being seemingly oblivious to how many people dream of the opportunities they have but never end up getting them.  sometimes when i'm feeling like a lazy bum i think about this and instead of phoning it in on an assignment i think is Missing The Point or skulking out of class as soon as it's over i'll ask the prof a question about their research and they seem to like that and usually i learn something at least interesting, if not useful.

i empathize with on you the regression tho.  nobody tells you you can have grand revelations about your life and behavior and then kinda forget them and go back to being an idiot after a few months.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpsbj0OoeNo
 
this is me and ym rad rock band expressing my fundamental view on daily existence

why did you bring this back to me i was doing so well
(happy bday catamites!!!!)

Happy Birth Day Mister Catamites!
 
Also whoa gods17 you are just entering college?  You sound so much smart-education-older in good way!
 
I enter graduate school next year.

does anyone remember that video of black guys playing power rangers in the library i submitted some years back

it's my birthday

 
i celebrate you!!

happy birthday "thecatamites" - i had a vision and this year may well be your last. anyway, here's some fitting bday pictures. hope it sets the mood better:
 

 




 
you can now pretend you're crawling around these structures like you crawl through the years of your life. well, here's to another.

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