It's a bit hazy. It's also 4am and I'm not proofreading
well at all.
Back in early 2000 one of my buddies from school showed me he found this AWEOSME program that could actually make final fantasy games, and we started playing about in rm2k for a few hours at his house. He told me he found the program on some site that I can't remember, maybe Katie's RPGMaker Page or something shit like that. I search for rpg maker in yahoo or something and stumbled upon the old geocities gaming world site (god it was bad). But it had rpgmaker so me being 12 and naive, I thought it must've been the one he meant.
I have absolutely no idea why I signed up on the forums, but I did, and pretty soon me, bart, cytwo, orange and froz were on 31 hours a day being goofy kids giggling about sex. Bart told me to join everyone on IRC and I fucked up and ended up going into #rpg_infinity instead of #rpgmaker, and thought that bipolar japanese chick Finn was Fenix(Bart), so didn't realise my mistake until the next day when bart was like 'WHY DIDNT YOU JOIN YOU WERE ONLINE DOUCHEBAGCUNTFACEHWORE'. Back then there -wasn't- any good rm2k games, let alone even thoughts of cms or cbs or anything like that. (hell custom GRAPHICS was a novelty), so we all toyed about and made really shitty rpgs and thought they were all absolutely incredible.
Gradually as the years have passed I slowly began to lose interest in making games myself, and just badgered everyone to make me appear in their games (leading roles in rpgmaker story 2 and hotmog..yessssss). I spent 2 years teaching RPG english, that was a laugh for sure. Basically the community has been the thing that's been keeping me here the whole time, especially as said before 'you can get away with more stuff here'. I don't need to lie every post and hug you and make you coffee. If I think your game is shit, I tell ya chump.
I took a couple of years out due to personal reasons + taking everything online too seriously and taking jokes as insults (and compliments as insults) and I think it's done me wonders tbh. I'm back here...because I'm bored. Occassionally popped in every 4-5 months to say hi to DarkPriest/Faust/Bart, but that was about it really. Around january 2007 I rejoined proper, and almost immediately went to a britmeat and met lars. Meeting 'real people' behind the community changed everything, because suddenly it wasn't a bunch of bastard-coated bastards with bastard fillings on here, it was me buddies. I've basically stayed it proper since '07, and I've only just recently started to bother posting on the forums (my post count says it all. 666 of those posts are fake that were set when I left..so I've basically got 750 posts in 7 years). IRC has always been the thing I've cared about here.
What have I learned?
FelixFenix is a cooler name than bart. CyTWO was the best member here. RPGMaker games used to be shit, but we accepted it back then. Now they are still shit. DeePee doesn't make good music anymore. Brits are extremely hostile and racist on IRC. Europeans are too good at soldat. Canadians are too good at WC3. Admins don't listen to people or update the site. Steel IS our god.
On a more serious note, I guess GW would be where I've kinda learned a lot of [cliche]'lessons of life'[/cliche]. Taking everything as it comes, being laid back and not getting worked up over people like Nightblade on the internet has made life so much less stressful and more enjoyable. Anything I've been unsure about in real life there's 5000 people on here that have experienced it too, and 6 will give me good advice about the situation. Hell I've even learned ggg..gg..ggg.gggigg.ggigirllsrsls.r from GW and how to deal with relationships =P
I never did find Katie's RM Page
