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Best of luck.  When you figure out how to overcome this, you'll know what it'll take from now on -- ultimately you are in control of your life.  But seriously -- try using your gut -- if something feels wrong/weird, it probably is -- especially with this "older friend."

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That was really helpful man,and it makes perfect sense..I will get over this and I will not ignore this guy just cause his daughter rejected me,I guess Im just heart broken..but maybe as long as Im alive I will find someone else to love.. I mean your saying he got his daugther when he was 18? Well Im 18 now and I will take my time and wont make the same mistake he did.. its one of the things he taugth me..
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You can't expect a teenage girl to even make a mediocre lover. They are scum. Just don't let it hit you too hard, there are plenty of non-teenage girls out there. Even then, if your friends would do that crap to you, it's time to make some new friends. It's never too late to start over. Don't give them the finger, but don't stay around them either. You don't need them.
Last Edit: May 06, 2008, 05:37:05 am by Clucky
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Let it out. Cry. Beat the crap out of a pillow. I was betrayed by my girlfriend and best friend at the same time, so I know how you feel. Playing a game, watching a movie, or trying to take your mind off it is not going to do a damn thing. It might work for a while but it's all going to come back to you at night, while you lay on your bed with nothing else to do or think about. You need to sit down, by yourself, and think about this. About how you were betrayed and whatnot. You need to realize and come to the decision in your mind that you were not the cause of this situation and that even though you met some people that were full of shit, not everyone is like that.

Once you've done that, you can start getting back on your feet. Take this time to try out some new hobbies, meet some new people, or other things you like to do. Every time you start to feel sad or angry about what happened, remind yourself of the decision you made earlier. That you were not to blame and people are just shitty. Keep countering your bad thoughts about what happened with something positive. For example, if a thought pops up in your mind about how much you liked the girl, think about what she did and if you knew she was like that, you wouldn't want anything to do with her. Slowly but surely, you will start to feel better and then pretty soon you won't give a fuck at all about what happened.

That's how I roll. Hope I was of some help.
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Why the hell were you doing meth?

Thats like, one of the shittiest drugs you could possibly do.
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BTW, for anyone who wanted to know it, this is "Synthesizing Happiness."

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/97

Helped me realize some things in rough times.  Very good things.

And totally dude.  If you thought you liked her and was heartbroken at 18 -- wait until you meet someone who IS worth it!  The experience will kick whatever feeling you ever had for this girl in the ass 10's of times over!

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Thanks you guys...all of you.....I wish I could post some heart warming post about how grateful I am but I cant really think of anything..Im just really grateful...I  tougth you were all just going to make fun of me...but you didnt..this was actually my last resource...so thanks...

PS:crystal meth is shitty..I was using it as an excuse to hide from reality,I wont do it anymore.. I am going to move on now.
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chin up mate

you'll get over it and all that
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A lot of you guys are acting really gay over this.

While in perspective a lot of otomon's troubles are superficial and minor in the big picture, he obviously feels bad enough and down to do all the shit he did. Is it smart? No. But there's no need to act like dicks.
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A lot of you guys are acting really gay over this.

While in perspective a lot of otomon's troubles are superficial and minor in the big picture, he obviously feels bad enough and down to do all the shit he did. Is it smart? No. But there's no need to act like dicks.
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A lot of you guys are acting really gay over this.

While in perspective a lot of otomon's troubles are superficial and minor in the big picture, he obviously feels bad enough and down to do all the shit he did. Is it smart? No. But there's no need to act like dicks.

everyone was really quite civil, considering he is the self proclaimed hentai lord
i think the meth use and the near kidnapping in the op stopped a lot of joke posting
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You're not overreacting mate, it's normal to feel like shit after a break-up (and overdose on drugs wait what). If you didn't feel like this, something would be wrong with you! Just remember everyone else in your life except for that girl and that 33yr old twat is still there for you. Plus, you're in a fucking burrito country, your whole life back home is still there.

also stay the fuck away from meth
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What the fuck they tried to kidnap you? How did all your friends suddenly get involved in the father's scheme? Or were they all already befriended with the daughter/father?

Anyway go buy and play an MMORPG and make friends there. XD
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Go back home and forget about the life in mexico, hope all goes well. I'm sure you still got some real friends back a t home.
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God I hope this is a joke.


Are you really the victim in all this?
For something like this to happen, you really need a "willing suspension of disbelief."

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dude this is otomon the HENTAI LORD
otomon: anyways if watching a lil 4 year old hentai girl getting raped does not turn you on YOU MIGTH BE A QUEER!

I actually miss those days when being different was okay..now that I graduated from high school and I have to go out on the so called "real world" I cant be different anymore...cause if I do act different people treat you like your a freak or handicaped or some shit but aslong as you act exactly like everyone else you are "normal",society kinda suck ass...
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God I hope this is a joke.


Are you really the victim in all this?
For something like this to happen, you really need a "willing suspension of disbelief."

Yea. And I don't know how good that girl acted, but I think I'd notice it if a girl despises me and hangs around me only because my father wants it.
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Yea. And I don't know how good that girl acted, but I think I'd notice it if a girl despises me and hangs around me only because my father wants it.

Well dude! I was infatuated with that girl...even if everyone told me she was a slut and was just using me..I just ignored them! I wanted to beleive I could make her love me....
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Ah. I guess if you're like that you can believe a lot of things. :/ (Makes me wonder who said she was a slut though? Those people are your friends then, right?)
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You're her dad's friend.
You're her dad's friend.
You're her dad's friend.

Dude that's kind of creepy.

Edit: You OD'd on Meth? Are you made of money?
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Ah. I guess if you're like that you can believe a lot of things. :/ (Makes me wonder who said she was a slut though? Those people are your friends then, right?)

Actually everyone told me she was talking shit about me behind my back..my sister..my co-workers..my friends but I didnt want to beleive it! She was so nice when she was with me.. I wanted to beleive it was all a lies

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