Dude you're probably just having physical symptoms because you're under so much stress.  Cancer grows fast I guess but I don't think it's like that. 

throat swelling was one of the original reasons I went in to see a doctor though.

I feel okay and would in fact prefer to nap a little more but who knows how biased I am!

ahahah an avatar wtf.

had it not been cancer the topic would have switched to I HAVE RAP CANCER immediately fyi.

anyways I think the swelling went down but my mom doesn't. we'll see how tonight pans out but ugh I do not want to start chemo tomorrow.

had it not been cancer the topic would have switched to I HAVE RAP CANCER immediately fyi.

i kept thinking this but never wanted to say it because it did turn out to be cancer

yeah so my throat isn't swollen as much imho but there's a slight chest pain and idk, it looks like I'm going to the hospital tomorrow to start chemo.

this is the worst

Good luck on the chemo. Keep on truckin'.

yeah okay editing topic title:

I'm almost certainly going to the hospital tomorrow to start chemo. this means I'm going to be stressed and unforutunately I don't know the level of internet service at the hospital. I want to have some things to read or watch, and if you can find legal stuff (or heh...otherwise) that is relatively small but would be fun for tomorrow, please link them here ASAP. just ENOVELS or even an anime or tv show you know is small sized. I'm clearing out some room on my computer atm for this.

god I don't like this but the throat swelling isn't really going down I think and you know, better be safe than sorry.

YOUR TIME TO SHINE G&D!!!

Paper Airplanes
I fuckn love paper airplanes.

Dont forget to post your best designs.

it's going to have to be all onehanded kind of activities too. FAP heh but yeah the IV kind of stresses me out and I like to not move that arm much!

so less crate vidcons/writing. once the port gets in I'll have both arms!

Well you could take up drawing.

I'm picking up some good books atm, hopefully they aren't too heavy and I can do the one handed thing.

drawing maaaaan I never been about that. painting sure but expensive!

Read some Camus.

Can we not tempt you to write an article or two?

Can we not tempt you to write an article or two?

one handed for most of the day remember. typing would be slow.

man I just realized to not mess up the schedule I'm going to be in the hospital all week fucking.

fuck!