yeah the guy who was yelling was hilarious. he did another video with a bunch of 12 year olds on ventrilo where he shouted at the top of his lungs about gamesmasterjasper. he's the best man. this guy is absolutely horrible though.

people online don't really bother me. or when people say shit to me, it's okay. i get really really offended or upset when it's people i know in real life though.

i don't have much trouble with this, but i used to

for people who do have a problem with insults and criticism, there's actually a solution. its in my blog (first entry): http://sine256.blogspot.com

Also try the Joel Osteen podcast episode # 395.  No this is not a joke!  Joel Osteen is actually really awesome (for a preacher as they say heh heh!!).

maladroithim, what did he say to you? i have to know!!!!!!

IF YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW

Preface: I was sort of having a tough time dealing with life three years ago.  I spent a lot of time in IRC chatting and the guys in there were really my best friends in the world for awhile.  I had been working diligently on an RM2k3 game to keep my sanity after quitting my job.  I had quit because I was viciously mugged delivering a pizza and developed a series of phobias.  A lot of the time I spent in IRC was for support and stuff as I tried to deal with poverty, living in the ghetto, being afraid to go outside and being afraid of the dark and all of the other phobias associated with my mugging, problems with my girlfriend (who was struggling with bipolar disorder and a medication that made her suddenly get really fat), and problems with my family (my parents and I hated each other and my brother had stolen my identity which resulted in my being convicted of a crime).  Anyway we all have bad times in our lives and that just happened to be a bad time for me!

Anyway Brickroad really sort of laced into me and made me feel supremely inadequate about my musical talent, my ability to make games, my ability to cope with disaster, my ability to keep the affection of others and all sorts of things.  He probably thought it was pretty funny!  I think he probably thought it was in good fun, but really, all of it seemed completely true to me at the time.  He successfully convinced me that everything bad had happened to me because I deserved it.  I cried in my bedroom for the rest of the night and my girlfriend didn't really know what was going on.  I never really forgave him

Awwww guys you are so therapeutic <3

Life's absurd that's why I lack many emotions. That doesn't stop me from having spiritual integrity, but that's on a personal level and I either have a high self esteem or simply don't give a damn and just know when I have to give a damn.
All in all, I am so cool with myself.
So what people might say about me, if it is a good thing, I take it into account, if it is a bad thing, I don't mind at all.

maladroithim :(

why would you ever listen to brickroad of all people? i don't think there's anyone more full of hot air than brickroad. man, when people tell me there are no good rpg maker games i say THAT'S TRUE EXCEPT WILFRED THE HERO!!! dude :(​(((((

wow, that's uh, that's pretty wild!  i didn't think rowain telling me he once SHED A SINGLE TEAR over gw would ever be topped but you totally did!

 

Mala, brickroad is an idiot who stopped working on his game cause he sucks and is jealous of Barkley getting tons of attention, so hopefully you know not to let him get to you now....

no, i also mention rainbow nightmare, homeland, and survivor nyse rm2k. i think maybe there are some more but i can't remember off the top of my head. i've only played like 5 rpg maker games.

edit: oh yeah, and the targ games but i don't think anyone else would enjoy those.

barkley demo!

Anyway Brickroad really sort of laced into me and made me feel supremely inadequate about my musical talent, my ability to make games, my ability to cope with disaster, my ability to keep the affection of others and all sorts of things.

If I knew about this I would seriously just barge into IRC and tear that guy's colon apart, shit like this isn't cool at all...


and no, I get so much shit from my family/friends that I'm pretty used to it by now so I really don't pay any attention to internet stuff but hey if I'm popular enough to make fun of then thats cool.

Also IRL I'm pretty unresponsive when it comes to bullying and I just laugh it off, but if its coming from someone I don't respect/is just irritating as shit I'll rip them a new one.

we all have bad times in our lives and that just happened to be a bad time for me!

Precisely why I didn't get along with Legion. Take Down Legacy was and is shite, sure. It was a project I had no resources for, and only bothered with because it kept my mind off the crumbling world around me. Then I get some douchetron bitching about 'artistic integrity' in a comedy game. Oh well. Turns out, everyone hated that asshole, so maybe it wasn't just that it was bad timing.

Precisely why I didn't get along with Legion. Take Down Legacy was and is shite, sure. It was a project I had no resources for, and only bothered with because it kept my mind off the crumbling world around me. Then I get some douchetron bitching about 'artistic integrity' in a comedy game. Oh well. Turns out, everyone hated that asshole, so maybe it wasn't just that it was bad timing.

That's why I never understood why he liked Hero's Realm.  I mean, it's about as far away for artistic an RM game can be - I use RTP for godsake.  But then, even Marcus liked it, so I donno.  I try not to take Rpg making to seriously.







(I enjoyed Kinetic Cipher  ​)

I used to be pretty horrible about getting up in arms about political and social shit on the internet.  I'm pretty tame now, but there are still times when I'd like to buy a plane ticket just to knock on someone's door and rip out their larynx.

I was also pretty heartbroken when Truth got me banned. 

That's why I never understood why he liked Hero's Realm.  I mean, it's about as far away for artistic an RM game can be - I use RTP for godsake.  But then, even Marcus liked it, so I donno.  I try not to take Rpg making to seriously.

I never got banned.  (Yes I joined Ghostlight - Legion and others that left GW really liked Hero's Realm.  I followed my internet fans.) 

kentona, we only allow one (not two anymore...) game plug per topic outside of gamedev. I thought you knew this by now, and I thought that's why you were taking advantage of it so much...

I used to be pretty horrible about getting up in arms about political and social shit on the internet.  I'm pretty tame now, but there are still times when I'd like to buy a plane ticket just to knock on someone's door and rip out their larynx.

I was also pretty heartbroken when Truth got me banned. 

i remember you getting banned but i never knew truth was behind it! details please i was pretty oblivious to GW community stuff back then unless it involved CHIPSETS or whatever