Reading this, I can't help but feel like I've lost a friend whom I never really had.
I'd always hoped I'd get a chance to get to know you better. You've an intelligent and creative spirit, and have been looked to as a friend and mentor to many. Though I've not said much openly, I've always admired your work, and followed a lot of your projects, from things Artistic to RP Stuff, and so on, and have always admired your enthusiasm for whatever it is you do.
I hope that wherever life takes you, you can maintain that eclectic creativity and enthusiasm for your crafts, and can find a place where they can grow into something bigger.
Best of luck to you.