christ what a relief. i finally feel like i've had a good day and i can just kick back and play a game for half an hour and go to sleep and just...just rest.
when you decide you want to actually do something with your days, all of a sudden there are 5 things you want to do at any given moment. i missed 3 lectures today because i was lying on my bed thinking 'sobriety.............interesting.........interesting........ which is something i want to get out of the habit of. i've taken on a lot of stuff over the next week. am I up to it? well this is me gonna try.
some guy at the student tv station (i've been attending meetings) is doing a kind of alcohol/drugs feature, like how it affects students and stuff? and i thought well dang, okay that's a place to start.
it's alotta work. gotta read jane eyre, do a presentation on it, do that thing with the guy, and a 1000 word essay for thursday, and i've been completely checked out in terms of doing the reading for my course. AND i told the tv people i'd send them in some scripts since i'm a sketch guy (with a big mouth.) i took a month, i'm together. this has got to be what having my shit together is, but i gotta do something about it!!