This is why I plan to die in a fistfight in public or something, so that when I die there'll be lots of people around.

idk that might even be more lonely, to be surrounded by people who aren't dying.


i remember one scene in Six Feet Under where Brenda's talking about death and she talks about how we're alone throughout our entire lives, and as we accumulate experiences we become more and more individuals and thus we become even more alone, and we can never really share our MINDS, and then we die, and we're totally alone when we die too.


so imo dying alone isn't really a problem and it's not something i'm afraid of. i think that what's more worth thinking about is what will be going through your mind when you die—in those last moments will you THINK that you're dying alone or will you realize that "hey my life was pretty good". it's all about you and your own thoughts rather than how or who you are with when you die