Please tell me it's just new year's eve drunk posting

in a weird note looks like i am just great under pressure as my thought on hearing this was basically "*shrug* so I'm not necessary dead?"

the neurosurgeon will be taking a look at me tomorrow and deciding what to do. there are two lesions on my brain. one is two inches, the other is about the width of your fingernail. not sure what the options are but it's between surgery and radiation from what I heard. I'm in the hospital now, they put me on a steroid to reduce brain swelling. will say details as they come when I can.

I did some google searches for brain tumors and...



The lesion on the right is 1.2cm.

That's half of the size of Steel's and about the size of his second one.

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holy



fuck

Dunno what to say except best of luck. I'm really glad you managed to get that guy who seems to be the main man for your cancer

happy new year, cancer in you brain

okay. here's the deal. the religious start praying.

the larger tumor is about the size of a peach on my right hemisphere. the one the size of a pea is also there. the pea will be dealt with via radiation.

the larger one will be surgically removed tomorrow afternoon. the doctor is very very confident (said maybe 1 in 10,000 chance of something wrong), but was also insistent that this get dealt with now, so tomorrow.

I have never been one to go quiet into any night, and I will not insist you don't worry, I'm going to do everything I can on this end, but I know you will worry. just know if I don't make it, for some ungodly reason, it has been a real fucking pleasure, and I think that's the most anyone can say about anything.

love you.

-magical "hero" negro.

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the size of a peach


the size of a peach


man i can't even express how sad this makes me...just....holy fuck x2

okay. here's the deal. the religious start praying.

the larger tumor is about the size of a peach on my right hemisphere. the one the size of a pea is also there. the pea will be dealt with via radiation.

the larger one will be surgically removed tomorrow afternoon. the doctor is very very confident (said maybe 1 in 10,000 chance of something wrong), but was also insistent that this get dealt with now, so tomorrow.

I have never been one to go quiet into any night, and I will not insist you don't worry, I'm going to do everything I can on this end, but I know you will worry. just know if I don't make it, for some ungodly reason, it has been a real fucking pleasure, and I think that's the most anyone can say about anything.

love you.

-magical "hero" negro.

All I can say is I really hope this isn't the last post we see from you

surgery is at about two tomorrow.

Good luck

I love you dawg.

You helped beat my metal gear fanboy shit.

and my dumb racist shit.

Good luck.

As a side note it feels kind of odd to feel so worried/concerned over internet guy I have never personally met

I'm speechless... I just don't know what to say.

This whole unfortunate situation has forced me to take a set back and examine myself, physically, mentally, religiously... be strong Steel. You've definetely inspired many people here, myself included, and I don't even want to consider what will become of GW should the worst outcome occur, so I won't think about it. I'll think positive thoughts, and since I am a religious person I will be keeping you in my prayers.

Everyone is getting really pretentious.

The tumour in your head is bigger than my sister's WHOLE brain. Saying that she is a peabrain.

I am guessing that 2pm US time is about 7pm GMT? I will wear my lucky socks for you man. I am a man of science until it comes to luck and my socks and I have just the pair.

surgery is at about two tomorrow.

No...... I don't want 2009 to be the year Steel, the internet man that will always point out when I'm wrong and stupid, die.
Be strong man. We love you.

Please be alright. If there's such  a thing called miracle I want it to happen NOW.