I don't know Velfarre I'd be in there occasionally. I'd just think "fuck i hate this room" every now and then and go out to the barn for a change of scenery. Maybe I'd go out and film a youtube there. You've got a barn for pete's sake. You live on a farm, that's great.

So its technically not YOUR barn then?


Why would you lie to us like that?

if i get tired of being inside then i go outside but i don't go all the way to the barn to sit around in a pile of hay


there is nothing in it but hay that is all it is, hay!!!  it's not as cool as you're imagining it dudes, it's all storage for hay

also it's my barn in the same way my house is my house, i never said it was my personal private barn that no one else has any ownership over why would you even think that that is dumb

I think you're fudging on the details here, you deliberately misled us on your barn ownership

My mum has horses, I used to play in barns all the time when I was a kid. Barns are neato

You have cows... please tip one over for us

You have cows... please tip one over for us

Cow tipping is a myth dude, you can't actually do it, and there are several reasons why.

1. Cows don't sleep standing up.
2. Their legs do not lock up when standing, which would be necessary for someone to tip them.
3. Cows have excellent senses of smell and hearing making it practically impossible to sneak up on them.

Cow tipping is a myth dude, you can't actually do it, and there are several reasons why.

1. Cows don't sleep standing up.
2. Their legs do not lock up when standing, which would be necessary for someone to tip them.
3. Cows have excellent senses of smell and hearing making it practically impossible to sneak up on them.

I can't believe Myth IX is a lie ​ 

I don't know whats going on in here but I'm just glad steel didn't die why I was away.

hey you hear about this btw? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hb8YC0Kkl3Y

fuck this kid and his stupid ass momma

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hb8YC0Kkl3Y

 

ow my heart.

at first i didn't realize youtube was playing an ad and so i just saw a woman running on the side of the road shot all professionally and with the description of the video talking about them missing i was REALLY CONCERNED

i might have another brain tumor lol. they're going to do a biopsy to find out.

AND I GET TO BE AWAKE DURING IT.

also new york is coming soon the biopsy stuff is after. also also they are going to readjust my dilantin levels so i'm gonna get bad again soon lmao.

EVERYTHING'S TURNING UP FAT AND STUPID FOR ME!!!

thats awful but what will the dilantin do?

reduce foot seizures (related to brain shit/swelling) but it also does that weird nervous thing where I don't stop posting. it's actually hard to describe because it's not posting but suddenly throughout the day I'll get nervous and easily upset about stuff and get kind of...ADD I guess?

which btw has faded away but 1. I've been getting a lot of 'work' done without GW/AIM and kind of want to hit a point where I have something concrete before I come back and 2. I'm kind of looking forward to an awful day of just catching up to a month of shit that happened and then leaning back and being like "aaaaaaah"

for instance Wash Cycle sent me a bizarre PM I don't understand at all! will it make sense on reading this thread? who knows! edit: oh there were more pages to what he linked, IGNORE THIS.

but they did an MRI and saw what looks like a tumor again, but what makes no sense is it's in the same place. that's not supposed to happen with radiated spots; when brain tumors come back they show up in random spots. the doc said it's 50/50 it's another tumor (it can be lots of other things), and if it is we can reirradiate but man what a fuckarow! it's possible the tumor also is causing these foot spasms but we don't know.

Didn't wash cycle throw a bitch fit and leave?

Man ignore all that stupid shit and finish you memoirs, spend time with your family. I'm sorry that shit is continuously getting worse for you and I'd trade a tumor so you could get healthy any motherfucking day but thats not how the world works and its apparently only getting worse and worse for you. so I guess what I'm trying to say is fuck gw and fuck gw shit go take that money we gave you and try to have as much fun as you possibly can and hope for the best but visit from time to time if you get the chance.

so news!

because we are off to new york on like wednesday, the neurosurgeon who wanted to do the biopsy wants to do it asap!!! so I'm going to the hospital at like noon, they'll prep me with scans and make sure where everything is, do the surgery in the morning (15 mins) and I'll be out by like six pm tomorrow.

it's more inconvenient than it is scary, although when he describes it you're obviously like nooooo dont. it's MAC anesthesia, which isn't even general, and yeah it's a little thing but BRAIN BIOPSY. I was also wrong it's not one you stay awake for, even when they drill the halo in.

on the plus side he's fairly certain it's not a tumor but we'll need the results for New York. I'll also be able to get my dilantin levels adjusted which is good!

so yeah I'm probably not going to have Sredni post or anything, or even tell him till it's over, because really this is such a small procedure but I figure you guys wanna know whats up with that.

chef/ramci: this also means WHOOPS: I'M NOT HERE POSSIBLY. worse comes to worse, call me sometime on Thursday, preferably after noon.

you've undoubtedly thought of this already so this won't make you worry but those halos (the brace thing that holds your head still?) freak me out. having it bolted into your skull creeps me out so much. like this combined with the idea of tapping on it or TRIPPING. ugh.

how big a piece of your brain are they taking and from where?