OK well I read this topic sometime this morning, and it's evening now. Would've said something sooner but I've honestly not been able to (plus I was at work).
I mean shit, for a second there I thought/hoped this would be some kinda prank or experiment on your part, but I soon realised that someone like you would never do such a thing. That's the thing, you're one of the best damn people, and I know this sort of subject is not one you'd take lightly. Holy mother of fuck this has had me kind of upset for most of the day. You are definitely one of the people who deserves this shit the least pal!! I wish we had something more than just hope here because I don't want shit like this for you man.
I know--I'm not saying very good things right now, but it's kind of hard to get everything in order here. I'm tired, and worried as all hell of course. Here's hoping that things turn out ok. I've asked for your thoughts, opinions and advice for a few years now, and I wanna be able to bug you again for em.