yeah it's actually way better than I thought! the room is huge, got a tv, got internet, got books, and they have a MENU. granted, it's all hospital food but still. the IV part will be stressful but honestly this isn't as horrible as I thought. I even have my own private bathroom so I don't have to hobble over.
also I took some Lorazepam a few hours ago which will help I'm sure during IV stuff.
it's obviously still stress (50%............) but right now I actually am viewing this kind of like a weird break. I wish my mom didn't have to skip so much work though.