Not being critical or anything, I haven't read the whole topic.
But, how are you posting if you are in the hospital still? I mean, my guess would be by laptop, unless you are actually already at home. Even then, if you are in the hospital, I had no idea they let patients use their laptops, but I don't visit the hospital often.
Anyways, with that aside? I know you probably hate me/think I'm shit, but I wish you the best of luck. I can hardly imagine how much pain you are going through and I only wish you the best.
