When I saw this earlier in the day I was filled with some mixed emotions...I mean...originally I wasn't going to say anything because it could be the final nail in the coffin that puts me down for the remaining of the year (and a lock for some of these awards) but I felt I said to give my two cents into this.

This is a pretty big disappointment...I mean, I can't believe after almost half of year of pretty good (but not TOTALLY solid) behavior...I still fall into this category. I post less now then I ever have, don't plug anymore, don't post BS menu screenies, don't make topics...in other words I'm doing everything by the book now...and things have turned around a lot, I'm still hated but I wouldn't consider WORST MEMBER category wise.

These are the reasons why I hate this place, and I much rather spend my time away from here working hard on my projects...but oh wait!!! THEY DON'T EXIST!!! WOWWWWWW!!! I SHOULD GIVE UP NOW!?  ​

You know...some days I just don't get this place, and other days I think you guys shouldn't even GET anything game related from me...it should just be private or something...but this is ridiculous! It's never going to change! No matter how less I post or how many games I release...same old crap!

The avatar one is understandable...I mean, they are pretty shitty...heh, but how was that anime girl considered one? Mats...is well, a yes...he's pretty fugly.  ​

But...Worst Member makes me feel like shit...it's almost like this: I've worked so hard these past months to finally get down to work and stop spending my time here to release something for everyone...because they deserve it, only to be slapped on a sticker that says: YOU SUCK AND FAIL AT EVERYTHING!!! WORST MEMBER!!!

I don't deserve this award, I'm not going to give a replacement for my name because that would be rude...and I'm not going to nominate someone...I think this is total bullshit how some people still don't think my project is real, I'm real, and all I do is post stupid things...or the fact that my game isn't done yet might of been the reason why? Which is just silly...

However...if I DO win this award (which looks to be a lock now) then fine...but the next year when things turn around and I win something meaningful, then I'm shoving this WORST MEMBER AWARD up some mod's ass.

I know it's all fair & fun...and please don't take it for the wrong reasons...I just think this is pretty stupid, you should have it all good awards...it's like the bad misao ones, it just makes you feel pretty bad.

I think you guys should drop this award, but in the end...you'll probably drop me out for a couple of weeks due to speaking out...

See you guys next year!  ​

yeah there's no one that would vote s4d over achiro.

I feel bad because we purposefully removed almost all the negative awards for the simple fact that it IS mean (sorry lars, no "Member Who Thinks He's Funny But Isn't") but at the same time I think people like achiro need to know they are really really bad. and I'm not going to turn down someone's nomination of s4d.

I'd also usually save this for the actual vote but seriously BLOODY ASURA, not only threatened a lawsuit, lied about where he worked, but also told me GET BACK TO DYING CANCER BOY, how s4d got nominated and someone like fatboys #4 who said FUCK SUICIDAL PEOPLE and yep, GO DIE OF CANCER AGAIN didn't is beyond me! s4d is just kinda dumb, and not even in a dok way.

but yeah I feel bad if someone feels bad for winning these, so I will just point out I won Biggest Jerk last year and now I'm in like four of the positive ones.

How does my avatar even begin to compare with that.