ok, well on erowid at the top of the page after you click the 2c-b thing it has a few names, the one I actually recognize is mescaline. Is that just a drug thats like 2c-b or is that a common name for it?
The nickname stated on Erowid is Bromo Mescaline, not Mescaline. It's kind of like GHB being called Liquid Ecstasy; It's just slang because someone figured they're kinda similar (what?) and people that's familiar with Mescaline/Ecstasy might be interested in testing an alternative version of what they've heard of.
I can't say that I understand any of this. I have been straight most of my life, only drinking alcohol on special occasions and never going overboard with it, and I'm even 100% caffeine-free. I have only one vice, that being cigarettes. I can't say I'm proud of that, nor can I say I plan to quit any time soon. I've already decided that I will quit for someone special, and as soon as she enters my life, I'll discard the rest and be completely drug-free. Though that's a strange term to use, since a lot of people don't consider nicotine a drug, but I do, and I happen to be the only one that counts. :-D
I think most of the people posting in here to do count alcohol, nicotine and caffeine as a drug. Hell, I even consider chocolate one.
I tried weed several times in college. It had no effect whatsoever, besides a bad smell. I tried hash once, and THAT did the trick. I promptly quit all of that after watching too many brilliant people throw their lives away. To top everything off, my brother asked his fiancee to quit using or he would be forced to leave, and she chose drugs over him. And he loved her more than anything.
Your brother did not respect her use of something she considers critical to the person she is. He tried to restrict her freedom to do what she wanted with our own consciousness. And by the way you present it, she only smoked weed. Did he have ONE good reason why she should quit? The only one I can think of has to do with kids, since the government can take away your kids if you smoke weed. But they didn't have kids yet, now did they?
Now, remember that using these drugs might be an important part of who we are. People that use alcohol every weekend certainly understand that if they were not allowed to drink every weekend they would maybe build up things they weren't allowed to vent, and alcohol being a chance to get it all out in the weekend. They realise that this affects (in a minimal degree) what kind of person they are.
It works the same way with every drug, including weed, caffeine, chocolate, alcohol, ecstasy, psychedellics in general and the dreaded 'hard drugs'.
Smoking weed was an important part of who she was, and it probably made her life easier, as she was mentally able to let go and become at peace with oneself. Most of us have methods of venting and reviewing aspects of our lives. It's better that she smokes weed to do so, than to let shit build up, because letting shit build up makes you pretty fucking unhappy. And if that's the way weed worked for her, then your brother pretty much asked her to abandon her thing in life that makes her in peace, or him. Add in the fact that he was adding what to me and therefore to her a completely unacceptable need for control over her life and I don't see how she could ever choose him. Love is not about finding the person that most applies to your tastes and then force her into completely applying to them.
So I'm hoping you can understand how insane this all sounds to me. Part of me wants to respond to this topic in anger. However, I am not an angry person by any means. Plus, due to my own cigarette habit, I can't respond that way because it would be hypocritical. Part of me wants to understand why. However, I don't think I really want to know the answer. And part of me, the part that's winning, says it's their lives, let them do as they wish, no matter how stupid it sounds to me. The whole discussion just makes me sad, and I wasn't even going to post, but I felt I owed it to some people to say something.
Now this is where you become a fucking asshole. Fuck you. How the hell do you know that YOUR CHOICES are the right? Your cigarette habit can not be compared to this in any way. You're what, ADDICTED to cigarettes? That means you're body and mind NEEDS CIGARETTES TO WORK.
Ok but never mind all this. Here's what I'd like to know. What do you think is so wrong about using psychedellic drugs, apart from your obvious bias against it (that "it's their lives" etc pretty much spills your beans)? It's not nearly as dangerous as you'd think.
Psychedellic drugs generally are not deadly. They're not addictive. We're not talking about cocaine, speed or heroin here. We're talking about drugs that DO NOT ALLOW AN ESCAPE FROM REALITY. Psychedellic drugs work as an amplifier to your own psyche, often combined with a lightshow and weird views that your own mind design to amplify that experience.
I have an example. One time I did MDMA there was a guy there who spent all day playing WoW. He seemed pretty stable and happy with his view. Whenever anyone asked him wether he should go out socialising he was like "I don't see the point" etc and backing up his view with pretty good points about why he shouldn't (I can't remember them now, since I only met him once and was never impressed, but I do remember seeing the logic in what he said). He seemed to completely be in control of his choice to use 15 hours a day in front of that computer doing that and never socialising.
Ok now, he was randomly the housemate of some people I was doing drugs with one night. We were gonna do MDMA, and by chance he was curious and went up and asked what the fuzz was all about. When he knew we were all gonna try MDMA, and a lot of us first-timers (including me) he was like 'cool' and wanted to watch, so he sat down. (We had not yet taken the capsules). Anyway, as the capsules arrived my friend asked him to leave, because as a general rule we don't want people not taking anything to watch us take stuff. And he was like, didn't want to miss this shit so he went "Ah what the hell, let me buy one too."
Once his kicked in, he felt very uneasy. He obviously had some trouble with some emotional stuff, and looked pretty miserable. I was halfway concerned he was having a bad trip and would never touch this shit again. In fact, I was wondering wether MDMA wasn't such a great drug after all. All these thoughts were half-assed from my POV since I was pretty much in a very happy place so I didn't give it too much thought. As his trip became less intense he just talked and talked to this guy about all his problems and how his life is incomplete and how unhappy he is. At that moment I was tripping on 2c-b and found the conversation to be extremely boring (considering that 2c-b relies on the mood it could've made me go into an unhappy place as well, so I fled the scene).
I heard a few months later that after that night he decided to get his life back on track. He quit WoW and managed to get good grades on his exams (as opposed to earlier efforts, due to his addiction) and after the term he moved home so he could get closer to his family again. He also started socialising a lot, and felt that even though he was not very good socially, he needed to get better because he had realised that nothing is more important than having other people in your life.
Now that's the kind of shit that happens on these drugs. Most of the time, it's only minor stuff and fun, but psychedellics are NOT AN ESCAPE in contrary to your neo-fascist views. If there's anything on your mind, it WILL be amplified. And it will most likely make you more aware of who you are and what you need and make up your mind about moving towards your own happiness. For me, as stupid as this may sound, it actually made me focus less on studies and more on music, because that's what I love to do, and even if I'm not that great at it, I realised that experimenting with sound and trying to make soundscapes is the best thing in my life atm, and I should make the most of it while it lasts. Comments telling me to shut up because I suck may ensue. But that's what I feel, and it's what makes ME happy.
Another good examples is the fact that addicts (to heroin, speed etc) don't like psychedellics since it amplifies their problems, and they don't have an easy way out. They just realise they have to quit and since they're so deep into their addiction (and the lifestyle, remember that at this point it's the only way of life they know) that they become depressed.
I'm not going to claim that psychedellics are 100% safe either. People occacionally die from it. That's why MDMA has a bad rep, because unlike alcohol, teenagers are in a danger zone. With alcohol, health and a good liver will keep you alive. With MDMA, hyperthermia, dehydration and hyperhydration can be deadly, and teenagers are especially vulnerable to this. Yet, in 2005 only 80 people had ever died from MDMA in UK so it's not really that dangerous, it's just that since kids are the most likely to die it becomes a national scandal (after all, the media won't care if a 50-year old died from a drug, but once a 15-20-year old does, it's all over the newspapers).
So, I guess, if I had a question, it would be, do you ever wonder what your life would've been like if you'd never done drugs at all?
PAW
P.S. There are undoubtedly those of you who cannot LIVE without their fourteen coffees a day who think I'm absolutely crazy for being caffeine-free. If you'd like, I can post my own personal testimonial on why I'd recommend it to every last person on Earth.
My life would probably be the same except I'd never realise a few things. I'd probably still drink way more than I should (I actually used to drink a lot more before, often taking litre bottles of booze to parties, whereas I now often drink 4-6 pints, besides also reducing from two-three times a week to two-three times a month).
But the most important thing is, that I'm a free person. I choose to do with my mind and my body as I will. If I want to have a good time, I don't want it to be restricted to watching sitcoms, to drinking alcohol etc. I'm sure you would agree, deep experiences are way more worthwhile (and fun) than shallow. And that's just what psychedellics are. The deepest fucking experience you can imagine (well, depends on the drug, set and setting, but it's way deeper than spending your day playing videogames).
I don't ever hurt anyone or myself, and I'm perfectly capable of not doing anything criminal. I'm currently studying to be an engineer so I don't need your prejudice that drug users are dumb fucks or anything like that. I've always been a responsible person and I don't see how this is a contradiction to this, in fact this very topic is a golden example of how responsibly we're all taking the drug-using. We're talking about effects, dosage, what to watch out for, what to do if things go wrong, etc. We're extremely careful and spend 20+hours reading about new drugs we're going to try. We find datas on known cases of deaths and damage and find out what went wrong and what not to do. So yeah, go ahead and live in your little bubble about how bad and dangerous and self-destructive this is. That's not the point. I don't fucking care if you hate me for doing ecstasy. What I do care about, is you take your time to write that shitty post about your cigarette addiction and your dominating brother and then decide to judge people based on your views, which are probably 100% based on the shit you've heard from the media and propaganda system. People wasting their lives on hash, give me a fucking break you fucking piece of shit. How dare you, filled to the fucking brim with prejudice, and a fucking whiner, tell me how to live my life? You're no better than those people in high school that thought "having good grades is nerdy". You're exact fucking same just in the opposite end of the specter. YOUR VIEWS MEAN SHIT. THE END.
Oh, and I can definately tell you this: You may think that the happiness obtained is phony. Well, ANY happiness you can EVER obtain from materialism (apart from having enough to support your family) will never be as real as the insights that psychedellics can give you. I'm not saying you're a materialist, but hey, if you're going to judge someone, who to judge? Materialism has ruined, and keeps on ruining, way more lives than drugs could ever do. Including the materialism directly linked to drugs, whose existence is based on the illegality.