Steel, what is your home address and what is your livejournal.
Hope all is well.
I'd rather not post my home address since I am actually AT HOME meaning mom's house sooooo. as for livejournal thanks to this hand tingling I never update it, and honestly it's best to keep up with this thread.
anyways, after the five day chemo I was down on Saturday. I mean, fuck. I slept the entire fucking day. part of this is because I take an anti-anxiety med before chemo and doing it five days in a row really fucked with my head I think, I still got a bit of wooziness.
other than that, it's been okay. I have the awful taste in my mouth, there's a pinched nerve in my right shoulder that has tingling all in my right pinky and ring finger, some nausea, tiredness, but I've been all right. there's a bleomycin chemo tomorrow, but like I said that's like two hours max so. after two weeks I go in for a CAT scan. basically here's what we're looking at possibilitywise with the CAT.
1. The tumor is gone- pretty unlikely, but my god wouldn't that be great? TWO CHEMOS AND HEY IT'S GONE. too bad I could feel it this morning when I lay on my side.
2. The tumor has shrank- most certainly. I haven't had breathing problems really, no swelling, the markers all appear to be on course, chemo is having an effect almost certainly. hopefully the tumor has shrank A LOT, but we won't know
3. The tumor has remained the same- unlikely, but it's possible. this would be a bad outcome, because it means chemo is just holding it in place, not killing it. it's doubtful but that's when we really start to worry.
4. The tumor has grown- incredibly unlikely, and also scary. if this has happened, we're looking at the other side of that 50% square in the face. but there's been no real sign; the effects I've had have been chemo related, other than this pinched nerve which while worrying probably is stress related.
anyways, yeah, another chemo tomorrow, then another in a week, plus a CAT scan!
as for vitamins I'm just taking a Centrum Silver, mostly because I do eat kind of weird sometimes and it's best to stay healthy as possible through these things. I wish I wasn't so physically weak from the chemo though; I get winded going up the steps.