i had unpleasantly severe writer's block this evening so i watching john carpenter's
starman and a made-for-tv movie called
the day afteri'm kinda bothered that i enjoyed starman, as it's oppressively idiotic and cliche, and has this unnerving subtext where you realize OH JESUS CHRIST THIS IS STOCKHOLM SYNDROME, but there's something so naively pleasant about this movie, without too much in the way of real motive outside of just making something generally kinda fun and heartwarming i guess. i think jeff bridges, karen allen, and charles martin smith are the sort of performers that could sell you your own shit though, so this probably has something to do with it. the movie is worth watching just to see jeff bridges.
i'm not sure why but i'm guilty of really liking many of john carpenter's movies, and i guess i worry that it's partially some sick repressed 80s nostalgia, as he's
usually kinda sufficiently vacant in the way a lot of other filmmakers are that i dislike passionately. i could probably follow this logic to identify why i give him a big free pass, but i don't care. i guess i'm not that big of an ogre.
anyway, also watched this movie the day after, which i had never heard of but was actually something of a big deal around thirty years ago as this super-realistic portrayal of post-apocalyptic life. i took something of the philistine approach to it and skipped the early parts involving character exposition and just watched the chaos that happens in the middle sections until the end, i guess in large part because i didn't think i'd find the movie engaging enough to watch it through to the end and kinda wanted to see john lithgow and steve guttenberg in a post-apocalyptic setting. regardless, for a tv movie, it's really interesting stuff. i mean, i think we've had sufficient media saturation regarding nuclear disasters that we know what to generally expect if something like that happened, so while this was probably kinda vaguely informative to people who watched it in 1983, i don't think you can really learn an awful lot from it now. what i think this movie does do interesting however, is take a really profoundly sombre perspective of the idea of a nuclear holocaust, not sugar-coating anything whatsoever. what is probably the most useful about this is the really strenuous reminder that happy endings do not exist in this scenario. there's no place for really hopeful optimism when it comes to the thought of nuclear disaster not being averted. that's a game over scenario, which should still give us the occasional wake-up-screaming nightmare.
independent of that, however, is how much i appreciated the tone of this movie. i think even in quality movies you learn to expect something at least vaguely satisfying in the ultimate conclusion of the story, but that just didn't happen here, even to the point where the ending of the movie literally was a small blurb of text saying PS IF THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED IT WOULD BE SO MUCH WORSE BTW TRY HAVING A NICE DAY NOW YOU CUNT. i think i always kinda blame this idiotic naivety on just HOLLYWOOD FILMS, but the more i think about it the more i really feel like even in the most downer of films there is usually some degree of hope or satisfaction in the general lexicon, to the point where you expect SOMETHING to go right AT SOME POINT. i guess i'm probably overthinking this, as even films that endeavor to have some sort of positive message are not usually benefited by putting this large dominant exclamation point on the hopelessness featured in the work. still, it's really interesting seeing a film that goes out of its way to completely disregard what you want to see as the viewer. the movie endeavors to truly shake you(and rumor has it president reagan and other relevant politicians found it influentially upsetting), and there's something useful in that, even if you don't find it a pleasant or useful experience. kinda refreshes my perspective on the notion of optimism in creative expression, but that's just my lame-o side talking.
by the way, the movie is actually
here in its entirety if this intrigues you at all. outside of being rather rudely realistic i don't really know if i'd call this a particularly great accomplishment in film or anything. it's just a tv movie meant to upset sedentary housewives, but a rather vivid one all things considered. the cast is rather good in it, though they didn't use john lithgow as much as they should have(though he was an unknown at this point). it was nice to see them give john cullum a lot to do, though. very cool actor. nobody else in the main cast really drops the ball outside of some of the child actors and idiotic side-characters that they apparently just cast with whoever showed up to the casting session with the most pronounced mental illness. the production quality was really surprisingly good too. you rarely really feel like you're just watching people on a set. so yeah, pretty good for a made for tv movie, but only watch it if you're already having a bad day.