mog hey brah i understand ya. gonna get some bitches and hoes next time *drinks keg profusely*

thanks dawg

yeah idk.  i was weird as a CHILD but i think it basically fucked off between the ages of 10 and 20 and then kind of gradually presented itself more.  i am not awkward and it probably has something to do with waiting tables but i'm PRETTY PERSONABLE and do not feel very different but people's perception of me seems to be that i am somehow.  i talk to myself a lot though; that probably has something to do with it.

Wow dude, this is just like me. I talk to myself ALL THE TIME. I hold really long conversations with myself at times and even pretend to be someone else, like a different personality, just to give a response. Like, my last girlfriend thought it was really weird and kind of scary but I do it a lot when I'm thinking about IDEAS and schoolwork and stuff.

I've always been weird as fuck. Ever since I was a little kid, I remember I used to be obsessed about breasts so much. Like when I was 5, I would wander off on the beach and watch women change, even if they were old women, just to see breasts. I loved breasts. I still do, maybe not as much because I really loved them when I was 6 - 10, because I would barely get to see them. And I would make these long-ass lists about everything. And when I was 9, I started making MOCK UP GAME MANUALS like those SNES manuals. Those days were really good! Like my dad used to say "He is a weird little shit but he sure is creative!" And my mom used to be like, "What the heck is all these drawings..."

Then everyone kept saying I was weird as fuck when I turned 13 and hit secondary school, so I toned down everything and got really boring. My life got really boring. Then I reverted and it got good again.

btw

while everything i've said to this point is true to a certain extent you guys know i've been fucking with you guys for like ever

http://www.gamingw.net/forums/index.php?topic=10227.msg1431803#msg1431803

I'm scared that confession is prolly going to get me banned or something but

 

dhit....weve been fooled all this years!

Of course that doesn't excuse all of the stupid shit I've said but it covers about a good half of everything I've said for the past long while. On topic

Wow dude, this is just like me. I talk to myself ALL THE TIME. I hold really long conversations with myself at times and even pretend to be someone else, like a different personality, just to give a response. Like, my last girlfriend thought it was really weird and kind of scary but I do it a lot when I'm thinking about IDEAS and schoolwork and stuff.

You know what, I used to do this when I was little. I remember when I was younger my mom would work at night, and I didn't like being alone in the house by myself, so while I would play Playstation and such I used to talk to myself and have like these fictional conversations with myself out loud and whatnot for about hours on end. It was REALLY REALLY interesting some of the stuff that I'd come up with. As I got older and I got used to being by myself it petered off.

Nah I just pretend to be someone else when I'm responding so it won't seem like... idk... you doof, why are you answering your own question out-loud heh Like sometimes when I'm watching movies alone, I pretend someone else is there and they are saying to me, "Damn this shit is going GOOD" or something, and I rewind it a little and be like YEAH

But thats usually with a movie I know no one else I know irl would like, like:

Mulholland Drive
The Thin Red Line
Before Sunset
Syriana
idk, a lot of old movies

There is nothing wrong with liking yourself mog but I can tell by the way you talk about yourself that you are actually not a cool guy, I don't know any popular or 'cool' people that make rpg games who have to tell people that they are awesome. Any that aren't dickheads at least OOOPS I WENT THERE

Ok since I've already pretty much spilled the beans on myself let me 'SAVE FACE LOL' and really be honest about myself here.

When I was little, I was really, really shy and introverted. I was skinny, quiet, unconfident, and wasn't sure of myself. All I really did was sit around and play videogames. It was when I was about eleven or twelve my best friend at the time (and still to this day) noticed it after I was getting picked on and confided to me "Hey, you gotta get more confident! People are going to just pick on you if you have low self esteem! I'm your friend so if I believe in you, you should too." I don't know, I think that's when I really began to take a look at myself and how underconfident I really was. This was when I was about 12 mind you, and it took a LONG while, all throughout middle school (where I was known as a pretty alright guy to be around but really quiet and kinda weird) and about the first half of high school. This took like, 5 or so years for me to slowly build up my confidence through being more outgoing, establishing friendships and relationships, and even working out and whatnot.

I'd say it wasn't until my senior year in high school where it all really petered out and I could safely say I was 'confident'. I was dating, had a healthy self image, and I had a good amount of friends. Right now, I'm a junior in college, and my confidence only really grew. I wasn't lying when I said I have a good amount of friends and I have little trouble making new ones or talking to people. I don't have much trouble with girls and the social scene has always pretty much welcomed me. I mean there's only really so many ways to STATE THAT honestly about yourself without seeming like a douche. I still have insecurities and I still have a ways to go to TRUE SELF ASSURANCE but I dunno compared to the skinny, quiet kid that had no friends 8 years ago I've come pretty far and it's one of the things I'm most proud of!

also when I am high I always carry around a little pad of post it notes and I write sweet things down (or things I am responsible for) that I want to remember later when I am not high

and this is fine when I am at home because its usually like hey take the trash out or like MAKE ZUCCHINI MUFFINS TOMORROW and I find it on my door or something but I do it at my friends houses sometimes and or at parties. however when I do it then its usually naughty or some high thought

I'm not that mischievous when I am sober, but something all gonzo gets stirred up in me like that and I just like leaving little notes for people to find

usually people are just like 'oh you' when they find them because they think its funny, but not everyone wants to know that certain types of whales have prehensile penises you know? This isnt to say that everything I write down is juvenile and perverted but I have been known to write down some pretty outrageous things.

That's pretty awesome, dude.

if there is one thing I STRONGLY DISLIKE in people, that's narcissism, and MOG, sonny, I think you would not go well along with me.

I thought I already clarified that, but I'm sorry to hear that. However you seem like a pretty interesting guy. Before I didn't 'get' you but over time you're pretty interesting.

.l.m.a.o. nvm

baker was actually modeled after you, this one guy I forget and a little bit of kaempfer later on (I hear kaemp has changed tho...sorry kaemp). also the REAL GUY whose facebook supplied all the cool pics

I dont give a shit about mog's boring troll or not discussion so I'm just gonna say I didn't know you were telling people this and seriously major props. BAKER was easily one of the best joke accounts, and it beat the hell out of anything chef's sported.

earl chip...for 9/11 mod??? 

I'm really introverted and get very uncomfortable in big social settings. I have  apretty small group of friends who I get along with really well and am mostly a pretty normal guy, but i am just shy as fuck. In grade school and middle school i was really social and was friends with lots of people but now im a freshman in college and havent made a single new friend. I dont even play video games!

I'm basically a pretty charming guy tbqh