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That's a pretty intense story mike. I'm glad you're putting your life back together.
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That's a pretty intense story mike. I'm glad you're putting your life back together.

Yeah, it was kinda hardcore there for a while.  It was the first real low point I hit in my life and I wasn't really prepared to cope with some of the shit that was going on.  I guess that happens to everyone sooner or later, though. 

Unlike a lot of people, I don't attribute the shit that happened to drug use.  It was the product of a series of bad decisions I started making during my second semester of college.  Before my little fall from grace, I had a number of scholarships and was getting everything paid for by the state or federal government.  I didn't pay for tuition, housing, food or books AND I was getting an extra $2000 every semester to use for whatever I wanted.  By the end of my first year of college I had lost most of my scholarships and had to take out some loans just to be able to go back for my first semester of my sophomore year. 

All in all, I'm glad that I experienced it.  I started acting stupid after I got with my ex-girlfriend and she started playing head games with me.  I'd get all stressed out because of her and worry more about relaxing than doing my homework or going to class.  This went on for about a year before it finally ended with me dropping out of school, losing my job and going to jail for three days.  I'm lucky to have gotten out of it without having a nasty criminal record.

I learned a lot from that whole situation, and I feel that I know what to expect if and when things get shitty again.  As it stands, I can go back to college for one semester and get my GPA back up to the point that it was before everything kinda blew up in my face.  I won't be able to get all of my scholarships back, but if I'm lucky I can appeal and reclaim most of them.  Even if I can't, I can still take out loans and pay them back once I get a real job. 
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where do opiates (hydrocodone, codeine) fit in to that chart? i imagine opium is not good for you, but opiates are a different bag i imagine.
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herion is an opiate...

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herion is an opiate...

true. but heroin is like, the most hardcore of opiates, correct?

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yes, but it hydrocodone is still addictive, its a hardcore painkiller, i believe

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I smoke pot every once in a while, never done pills though, what does it feel like to take ecstacy?
A couple of my friends used to do it, until my friend Craig had to go have his stomach pumped because he had it at a fairground then got pissed, then went on a ride.
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Ecstasy is a pretty emotional high.  In my personal expereince, I would get a very good-natured vibe from everything from people to nature. The name of the drug really says it all.  Just about anything you touch or hear produces a sense of ecstasy.  It's probably the only way you're going to truly enjoy techno music.
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It's probably the only way you're going to truly enjoy techno music.
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actually i can partially imagine why this is true. it's the rhythmic nature of techno that makes it so appealing to people who are high. there is nothing challenging about it. it pulses with the same tempo as your heartbeat.

christ knows i cannot decipher challenging, multi-layered symphonic music when i'm high. and when i'm WRITING while high, my music becomes less dense and much more melodic and rhythmic.

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but you can still enjoy 'techno' whilest not high. the first times i started listening to it, i'd never touched a class a.

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Yo, class A? How to they classify drugs across the atlantic? In America, it's schedule I-IV
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Class a -
Ecstasy, LSD, heroin, cocaine, crack, magic mushrooms, amphetamines (if prepared for injection).

Class b -
Amphetamines, Methylphenidate (Ritalin), Pholcodine.

Class c -
Cannabis, tranquilisers, come painkillers, Gamma hydroxybutyrate (GHB), Ketamine.

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I smoke pot every once in a while, never done pills though, what does it feel like to take ecstacy?
You pretty much make up an opinion that everything is great in the universe, your body feels great and it is your mission to make sure everything becomes even more fantastic. At least, that's my experience. The mission to make everything more fantastic is to make everyone else part of the incredibly positive energy that everything is perfect. Telling your friends you love them, tell them advice on how their lives can be better (this shit can make for some really post-ecstasy awkward moments) and generally touching and giving body heat just feels like you've saved 500 children from death or something, it just feels like the ultimate justice ever, like the best thing has happened to the universe is you rubbing your friends legs or whatever.

That's how I felt my first time I did it, second time I didn't trip so hard and I generally just felt that everything was great, for now, and I proceeded rubbing the walls and rubbing myself against my bed for a coupe of hours, with an occacional trip to the kitchen to get water. I wasn't alone, but they were smoking hash so it was rather boring to talk to them since I wanted to tell them how great stuff was (plus when you're on E you talk FAST AS FUCK (and without problem, the next words you're gonna say pop into your head so fucking fast you talk at an incredible rate)), but they were busy being stupid and generally not capable of hearing what I say.
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19year old here recently passed from shrooms.

He went to transformers movie came out and thought he could fly so he jumped over the 2story escalator and turned every bone up to his pelvis into dust. he died like 2weeks later when he got an infection in his pelvic bone from an interior crack (it cracked inside but never fully came to the surface of the bone so it was impossible for them to do anything)


i dont think ill be trying shroom anytime soon   :confused:
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19year old here recently passed from shrooms.

He went to transformers movie came out and thought he could fly so he jumped over the 2story escalator and turned every bone up to his pelvis into dust. he died like 2weeks later when he got an infection in his pelvic bone from an interior crack (it cracked inside but never fully came to the surface of the bone so it was impossible for them to do anything)


i dont think ill be trying shroom anytime soon   :confused:
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or just learn to control your head he musta been pretty weak minded

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i have a question, I've been meaning to make some mj tea. has anyone done this and do you know what the best way to go around it is? i read that the THC doesn't dissolve in water so you have to mix alcohol or milk in the water and then boil it. and what are the effects like compared to smoking?
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ok, this isnt my recipe, but using my good friend google, i came across this:


the effects of digesting thc are slower on the uptake, but can be just as strong (if not stronger) than smoking. this is if you're eatin hash. mj tea i shouldnt think would be as good, as you are only usin the leaves, but hell, give it a go! the effects also last longer if you are digesting it, as it takes longer to get throu your system...

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Okay guys, so I'm trying shrooms tommorow with a friend who's more 'experienced' in it (he did it three times I thought) and maybe some other dude as well.
I haven't yet bought the stuff, and we're planning on going to the shop first thing tommorow morning and get some, could anyone here recommend me what stuff would be best for a cautious beginner?
I mean, I wanna have enough to figure out the MEANING of LIFE and whatnot, but I don't wanna go out all hardcore.
Also, I'm planning on keeping some sort of journal during the day where I write stuff that comes up to me, anyone got any tips on this?
Oh and we're probably gonna listen to The Mars Volta / Tool / the Prodigy / GOA-music / Jamiroquai type of stuff, good/bad?

And can anyone give tips on how to avoid a bad trip? Except for the obvious sitter?
And what are tips to do during the trip or what are things you should really have to be careful of (like having pointy objects lying on your floor for just a weird example)?
Yea, just tell me everything I need to know.

Thanks in advance!