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yeah but its a tiny ass island so saying that mayaguez is somewhat near san juan isn't totally inaccurate.
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yeah but its a tiny ass island so saying that mayaguez is somewhat near san juan isn't totally inaccurate.
When people say stuff like that, it's interpreted as a relative thing.
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you face is relative
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STEEl TTHE ISLAND GOT BIGGER WHEN YOU WENT A WAY I THINKG IT IS BECAUSE OF VOLCANIC ACTIVITE

OR MAYBE ALL THE BANANA TREES CLOUDED YOUR SENSE OF RELATIVITY
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watch every star wars movie.......in the correct order.........but at 99% slower speed.

youwill know true fear when Jar Jar is on screen for like 5 hours....heh
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Sorry I know this is kind of late but

Not to be a mood-killer here, but Myaguez is distant from San Juan. San Juan is located at around the northeastern coast of the island, while Mayaguez is at the westernmost part of the island. But still, I hope you get better man.

well when i was little it seemed like a long time but in reality mayaguez is only like an hour and a half to two hours away from san juan, which really isnt that far away. Lots of people travel these distances daily for work and shit, especially if they live in jersey and work in new york. so yea, not too far away at all! also, distance wise, since puerto rico is so little (only like 54 miles wide or w/e) san juan is pretty close to mayaguez and it only takes so long to get there cuz of windy roads and shit. so yea, not too far away!
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watch every star wars movie.......in the correct order.........but at 99% slower speed.

youwill know true fear when Jar Jar is on screen for like 5 hours....heh

He could die and you want him to waste five of his precious remaining hours on watching JarJar? That's not cool man, not cool.
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He could die and you want him to waste five of his precious remaining hours on watching JarJar? That's not cool man, not cool.

Bbut....Jar Jar is awesome. :(

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well when i was little it seemed like a long time but in reality mayaguez is only like an hour and a half to two hours away from san juan, which really isnt that far away. Lots of people travel these distances daily for work and shit, especially if they live in jersey and work in new york. so yea, not too far away at all! also, distance wise, since puerto rico is so little (only like 54 miles wide or w/e) san juan is pretty close to mayaguez and it only takes so long to get there cuz of windy roads and shit. so yea, not too far away!

yeah, its not that far, but he's also right, my dad worked in Mayaguez. it was years ago though so my memory is blurred.

anyways, no food or liquid for me; getting that port put in later today. not sure WHEN though; according to this drip, I've got five hours on normal fluid IVs and I'd assume they'd want to follow with normal chemo and THEN put the port in.

I also don't know if this was a result of a seriously comfortable bed but I was able to sleep faceup, even with the swelling and everything, almost non-moving, and only woke up because I am a light sleeper and could hear people outside. like, I was down!

so yeah, that's the plan more or less; possibly chemo before the port, then the port. nausea hasn't set in but I understand that happens AFTER chemo but then I had one already? I got a gross taste in my mouth maybe a toothbrush will help but if this is chemo and they get the port in, this effectively makes the worst part wondering which side of a coin I fall on!

NOT GOOD THOUGHTS but better than *barf cough* gw..........barf.

update; first chemo effects I think. I'm tired and feel cold.
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just had the port put in. it was a pretty weird ordeal, but I was on a lot of drugs and didn't really feel them put it in. The IV stays in for precaution I suppose but yeah, that part's done. still a little high but yeah, this hasn't been too bad, just emotionally keeping down. physically only slightly worn down, and that naseau is afk (although the next chemo doesn't start till....another six and a half hours).

gimme more shit to do!
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hey tell us more about the drugs you're on

any visual effects? creative effects? or just DRUGGED DOWN (aka dissociative)

does your jaw move involuntarily?? does your eyes sometimes shake or roll to the back of your head?? get loads of water in your mouth or warm head?? euphoric effects??
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it made me really drowsy and I'd doze off for a second only to be woken by an intense visual or audio hallucination. like I started getting wheeled, woke up kind of lost and some dude's slicin up my jugular.

not great drugs but definitely good for the purpose.
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it doesn't happen sometimes that you fly out of the window and down to the store to buy cigarettes and then fly back up and lie down in the bed again only to notice that you forgot to buy the cigarettes?
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got any spare drugs?? heh

send em my way.
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Man you keep talking about the COIN FLIP but from what I am hearing from people, 50p is cracking odds. People are saying MY DAD HAD A 6 PERCENT TO CHANCE TO PULL THROUGH AND HE MADE IT.

This sounds really insensitive of me sayin this because I get that it is amazingly shit to be told you have a coinflip chance of survival, but I would stop looking at it in the sense of A COIN FLIP.

Also don't you dare actually flip a coin. That would be so depressing.
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Nah man, flip a coin for nine hours and get ten heads in a row...like what Darren Brown did.
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Try and count how many flips the coin can do before landing.
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the coinflip is curing. however the remission options...its uh...

man, they destroy everything in your body and give you a fart in an updraft chance of normalcy, I'm really not sure I'd LIKE to go beyond that 50%.

anyways the drugs were a little logey and you just kind of float alone and pass out. I can feel the port, but its not something you flex. also yes there are shirtless indian pics that look really bad (keep in mind my body, not being that fit to begin with, seriously has swollen and warped and been scarred in less than a month), I'll post them later.
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listen to the Blue Dragon OST.......

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Oh man, so I just sat and read all 21 pages. This is so surreal, I mean GW has had it's fair share of 'HOLY SHIT GET WELL DUDE!' topics, but this one really takes the biscuit, and sucks that your going through this  :sad:​. I've always been a lurker more than a poster (as you can see by my join date to my post count) but your a great character on these forums, the whole TALK IN CAPS thing, and the passion of your arguments has affected the way I communicate online, and whenever I always think of Gamingw and its members as my 'home' on the interwebz.

I guess I don't know you too well, I get pretty confused with the name changes that everyone does here lol, but I seriously hope you get through this. Reading through all this really does remind me that shit like this can happen to anyone at ANY time, so you just gotta be who you are and LIVE your life (sorry for the cliche).

At the end of the day, you've affected many people, and from the posts of others in this topic you sure mean alot to everyone, we're all rooting for you!

On things to do when bored, well youtube is your friend. One recent thing I watched was 'Summer Heights Heigh' a mockumentary about a school in Austraila and follows 2 studens and a teacher and their day to day lives. And its seriously some funny shit. Mainly I just watched the montages of this particular character 'Jonah' but its worth a check I reckon :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_O5U9irS3iA

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