Oh man, so I just sat and read all 21 pages. This is so surreal, I mean GW has had it's fair share of 'HOLY SHIT GET WELL DUDE!' topics, but this one really takes the biscuit, and
sucks that your going through this

. I've always been a lurker more than a poster (as you can see by my join date to my post count) but your a great character on these forums, the whole TALK IN CAPS thing, and the passion of your arguments has affected the way I communicate online, and whenever I always think of Gamingw and its members as my 'home' on the interwebz.
I guess I don't know you too well, I get pretty confused with the name changes that everyone does here lol, but I seriously hope you get through this. Reading through all this really does remind me that shit like this can happen to anyone at ANY time, so you just gotta be who you are and LIVE your life (sorry for the cliche).
At the end of the day, you've affected many people, and from the posts of others in this topic you sure mean alot to everyone, we're all rooting for you!
On things to do when bored, well youtube is your friend. One recent thing I watched was 'Summer Heights Heigh' a mockumentary about a school in Austraila and follows 2 studens and a teacher and their day to day lives. And its seriously some funny shit. Mainly I just watched the montages of this particular character 'Jonah' but its worth a check I reckon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_O5U9irS3iA